• Blue Valentine
• Good Will Hunting
• Marie Antoinette
• The Godfather
• Like Crazy
• Save the Date
• The Pianist
• Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
• Donnie Darko
• Amelie
• Bright Star
• Submarine
• Little Miss Sunshine

• clean my room!!!!
• read books (new list for that soon)
• dates with Drew
• see movies at the theater
• dress up and go see Rocky Horror
• picnics
• self portrait
• have a Star Wars marathon
• Harry Potter marathon
• trip to NC: Asheville, hikes, sliding rock
• go bowling with frands
• trip to Florida: Sean/Chelsea wedding, Miami?, Orlando
• yoga
• possible music festival?

• Amelie
• Blue Valentine
• Eternal Sunshine
• Girl with the dragon tattoo
• Her
• Marie Antoinette
• Cloud Atlas
• Bright Star
• Gummo
• Ghost World
• Wristcutters
• Grand budapest hotel
• Moonrise kingdom
• Darjeeling limited
• Rushmore
• Fantastic Mr Fox
• The Pianist
• Submarine
• Virgin suicides
• James and the giant peach
• Alice in wonderland (new and old)

• mice parade
• tame impala
• freelance whales
• cicada rhythm
• mogwai
• matt and kim

• make christmas cookies
• make a gingerbread house
• see the lights at the botanical gardens
• see movies (at the theater)
• take lots and lots of pictures
• be thankful
• spend time with my sister (cause i never get to do that)
• play lots of christmas music on the piano
• do lots of christmas puzzles

watch:

• the snowman
• santa claus is comin' to town
• elf
• miracle on 34th street
• a christmas story
• a christmas carol
• rudolph
• charlie brown christmas

• not getting things (work) in on time/having to ask for extensions
• thinking about busy weekends when i have to write two papers but i have no free time whatsoever
• when the boy doesn't text me for days at a time and i don't hear from him at all and i keep thinking he's fucking that other girl
• waking up really early in the morning and not being able to fall back asleep
• thinking about leaving my house for good (i love my family and my room and where i live...)
• thinking about college and living on my own
• when i'm supposed to be writing a paper but instead i get on tumblr and listography and have to wake up early the next morning to write that goddamn paper
• deadlines

Tim Burton:

• James and the Giant Peach
• The Nightmare Before Christmas
• Sleepy Hollow
• Corpse Bride
• Alice in Wonderland
• Beetlejuice

Wes Anderson (basically all of his films)

• Fantastic Mr. Fox
• Rushmore
• Moonrise Kingdom
• The Royal Tenenbaums
• Grand Budapest Hotel
• The Darjeeling Limited

David Fincher:

• The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
• Fight Club
• Gone Girl

• blodskam
• o-dyssea
• fungi
• handcraftedinvirginia
• fleurira
• daughterofhungryghosts
• wolf-teeth
• inherspiralarms
• milktree
• alienbabe
• deaths
• bedbones
• skinned-teen
• octopussoir-
• woolyjumper
• woodendreams
• garden-head
• vvolare
• pseudonymph
• dearscience
• sillydreamsorimaginations

• shine
• being there
• the secret world of arietty
• the lorax
• frankenweenie
• the godfather part 1
• the godfather part 2
• the godfather part 3
• the diving bell and the butterfly
• beetlejuice
• mr. nobody
• crouching tiger, hidden dragon :)
• fight club (the first half)
• requiem for a dream
• slc punk
• little miss sunshine
• malcolm x
• the curious case of benjamin button
• zodiac
• the pianist
• the piano

• ebay
• sobbing until you get hiccups
• thinking about what the world is actually about. life isn't what i thought it was.
• facebook.
• boys
• when you want to do stuff but there's nothing to do or you're tired of everything there is to do.
• when i eat way too much for several days and i start to gain weight and i feel really uncomfortable.
• trying to stay strong
• when i get my wisdom teeth out and it takes over a month for my mouth to get better...
• feeling stressed out, tense, etc. waiting for something to happen/someone to talk.
• forcing myself to say i'm fine

• get married
• have a little girl
• have kitties
• have a wolf dog
• go sky diving
• see the rocky horror picture show
• go skinny dipping
• drive a boat
• travel to africa, japan, vietnam, ireland, russia, italy, greece, china, costa rica, alaska, finland...
• meet someone famous
• discover my passion
• get drunk
• smoke
• party all night
• fuck all night
• design a dress
• make that dress
• model (maybe just once)
• make angel food cake

• the smell of rain on the hot pavement
• the smell before and after rain
• sitting on the porch at the cabin in north carolina
• intimate talks
• finding new music
• DISNEY
• disney princesses
• coloring disney princesses
• and littlest pet shop, fairies, and my little pony
• unicorns
• kisses
• wolves
• cuddling
• scented candles
• playing with fires..
• scented soaps
• writing little love notes
• flowers (surprise me in the morning?)
• sparkles

• london eye
• les mis
• harry potter studios
• Scotland
• Ibiza?
• Spain
• Amsterdam

• read read read!
• job at the vet
• North Carolina
• Florida
• self defense classes
• yoga
• Zumba/Bollywood dance classes
• AP Bio summer assignment
• start work on college essays
• back exercises
• viola practice
• piano lessons for Neve
• clean out room/bring old things to goodwill
• clean out playroom
• visit becca & take pictures of the babies
• license
• make schedule for each week

• the moon and more- sarah dessen (whee!!! i'm so excited!!)
• on the road- jack kerouac
• winter's tale- mark helprin
• wildwood- colin meloy
• the mysterious benedict society- trenton lee stewart
• perfume:the story of a murderer
• reread tiger's curse books
• little bee
• bobcat and other stories
• cloud atlas

• INDIA- possibly for my road trip for my graduation present :)
• Russia
• Indonesia
• Thailand
• Australia
• California- San Francisco, Napa Valley, Nevada City, Los Angeles
• Chicago
• New Orleans
• Maine
• Vermont
• Las Vegas
• Africa
• Costa Rica
• Alaska
• Spain
• France- maybe Paris again but other places definitely
• Egypt
• Scotland- again cause i was only there fo...

• velvet crop shirt from urban (red or black)
• bracelets from urban
• bliss mint orange sugar scrub
• bliss lemon and sage soapy suds body wash
• wii fit plus with balance board
• t.u.k. creepers in black suede
• wide angle lens or prime lens
• freelance whales cd
• fredrik cd
• BOOKS!!!
• something delicious from bath and body works
• zumba fitness for wii
• LISTOGRAPHY!!
• motel dress... http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat...

• moonlight sonata- beethoven
• soaring- schumann
• impromptu no. 3- schubert
• impromptu op. 90 no. 2 e-flat major- schubert
• gretchen ross from donnie darko
• song without words op. 19 no. 6- mendelssohn
• actually just all the song without words pieces...
• nocturne no. 2- chopin
• nocturne no. 15- chopin
• the girl with the flaxen hair- debussy
• claire de lune- debussy
• first arabesque- debussy
• spirited away soundtrack

• when you're writing an in-class essay or taking a test and the two people sitting next to you WON'T STOP WHISPERING.
• actually just any kind of whispering any time ever. especially when it's quiet.
• squeaky pencils
• when people say they're fat just to get attention. and when someone tells them they aren't fat and they keep persisting.
• when people say "um" or "like" every other word. (although i say "like" a lot... merp. i'm a hypocrite but whatever.)
• when it's quiet and someone is chewing really loudly
• someone reading over my shoulder
• that squishy kind of chewing sound...
• when the boyfriend says he'll call me and then he doesn't. multiple times in a row.
• also when he disappears for whole days at a time and doesn't tell me where he's go...

• rake leaves and jump around in them
• sit on the porch and smell the crisp, autumn air and watch the red and orange leaves fall from the trees
• make wassail (so yummy)
• make halloween cupcakes and cookies
• get pumpkins
• carve the pumpkins into a kitty face, disney character, and a traditional one.
• have a pumpkin goo fight
• go to netherworld with a bunch of people and take pictures with the scary guys
• make pecan pie
• make hello dollies
• go on long walks in the evening to enjoy the pretty trees and leaves and fall decorations
• wearing sweaters
• layering!!
• looking at all the halloween/autumn-y decorations in all the stores

(i'm trying to do something halloween-y this year)

• candy corn girl
• eccentric witch
• skeleton (if i get that swimsuit from black milk)
• corpse bride
• vampire? (probably not...) (last resort..)
• day of the dead skeleton (could be really cool with good makeup)
• wednesday addams
• water fairy

• bon iver
• grizzly bear
• city and colour
• coldplay
• grimes
• band of horses
• bright eyes
• casiotone for the painfully alone
• cicada rhythm
• department of eagles
• florence + the machine
• fleet foxes
• death cab
• lykke li
• the octopus project
• iron and wine
• freelance whales
• mountain man
• the staves
• radiohead
• rising appalachia

• Castaways and Cutouts- The Decemberists
• Something About Airplanes- Death Cab for Cutie
• Transatlanticism- Death Cab
• Digital Ash in a Digital Urn- Bright Eyes
• Everything All the Time- Band of Horses
• The Shepherd's Dog- Iron and Wine
• Oh, Inverted World- The Shins
• Garden State soundtrack
• Funeral- Arcade Fire
• Burst Apart- The Antlers
• The Year of Hibernation- Youth Lagoon
• (II)- Crystal Castles
• Safari Disco Club and Pop Up- Yelle
• Birdy- Birdy :)
• Donnie Darko soundtrack
• Visions- Grimes
• Horn of Plenty- Grizzly Bear
• Little Hell- City and Colour
• Microcastle- Deerhunter

• up on a hill
• far away from town
• stream in the backyard
• lots of yard space to run and roll around in
• lots of big windows
• garden with lots of flowers
• a big open room with a piano for me to play on rainy days
• lots of cozy furniture for cuddling
• big bookcases filled with all the books we love
• colorful walls
• bedroom in the attic
• bunnies and chickens and a goat and lots of KITTIES
• a room filled with stars (all over the ceiling)
• music room
• lots and lots of artwork and colorful everything

• puzzles with jojo in north carolina
• philly
• sydney, hannah, lee, emery, rachael...
• snow
• my kind, unjudgmental self
• rani
• hampton road
• my clear skin
• my eyebrows
• bob and kathy
• the old blow up swimming pool
• being happy all the time
• being skinny

• the girl with the dragon tattoo series
• tiger's curse
• tiger's quest
• tiger's voyage
• tiger's destiny
• sarah addison allen books
• harry potter
• sherlock holmes
• lord of the rings
• girl with curious hair
• fairy books
• the great gatsby
• spivet
• ramayana
• the orchardist
• the ocean at the end of the lane
• 1984
• the fault in our stars
• sherman alexie short stories

• GRIZZLY BEAR
• tame impala
• matt and kim
• the xx
• ariel pink
• django django
• alt-J
• the vaccines
• capital cities
• sea wolf
• bombino
• local natives
• wilco? they're playing in between grizzly bear and xx so maybe not
• animal collective. (2 AM YEAAHH)
• cults
• lord huron
• tallest man on earth
• portugal. the man
• beach house or bjork?!
• mumford and sons

• broken bells
• the dandy warhols
• veronica falls
• the staves
• the neighbourhood
• noah and the whale
• unknown mortal orchestra
• tame impala
• rubblebucket
• black moth super rainbow
• gardens & villa
• little joy
• candyspilling
• tycho
• social studies
• bogan via
• mice parade ***
• desaparecidos, the faint, monsters of folk, (oh my god conor oberst what can't you do)
• bibio

• postcards from far away
• gretchen ross (from donnie darko)
• mad world (also from donnie darko)
• my nocturne (chopin)
• dawn (from pride and prejudice)
• haydn sonata (so fast and FUN!!)
• trouble (coldplay)
• married life (from up)
• stuff we did (up)
• fur elise
• la valse d'amélie (from amélie)
• comptine d'un autre été, l'aprés midi (also from amelie)
• sur le fil (amelie again...)
• la dispute (amelie)
• le moulin (LAST AMELIE :) )
• three gymnopedies (satie)
• waltz of chihiro (spirited away)
• merry-go-round of life (howl's moving castle)
• sonata op. 10 no. 1- beethoven

• get over it
• stop being so angry/come up with a way to keep myself from doing something stupid while i'm in a rage
• write in my journal daily
• get more calcium
• do yoga daily to help my back and keep me from getting too stressed
• actually study for my tests/SAT
• go for daily walks around the neighborhood and eventually start going on runs
• spend less time playing minecraft and more time practicing viola
• learn my scales and key signatures!!!
• take more photos with my camera because i've been slacking off
• use the film camera more
• meditate for at least ten minutes every day
• get things done ahead of time instead of waiting until the last minute

• YOUTH-daughter
• lover i don't have to love- bright eyes
• the calendar hung itself- bright eyes
• FFunny FFriends- unknown mortal orchestra
• paranoia in b major- avett brothers
• paradise circus- massive attack (it's in something but I DON'T KNOW WHAT)
• speak in rounds- grizzly bearrrrrr
• yet again- grizzly bear
• gun-shy- grizzly bear
• a simple answer- grizzly bear
• basically the whole new grizzly bear album ;)
• seeeds- black moth super rainbow
• gold mine gutted- bright eyes
• white blank page- mumford and sons
• flume- bon iver
• lump sum- bon iver
• holocene- bon iver
• for emma- bon iver :)

• bambi on wrist
• big tree (without leaves) on back/side
• possibly something pretty on rib cage-- WOLF
• heart on foot
• cupcake
• something for jojo
• something sisterly (me and chloe get same ones)
• "believe" on wrist
• a little winter tree on wrist
• elephant - ganesha or Dali
• sun for mum

• "you turn me on to the idea of growing old"
• "you can grow flowers from where dirt used to be"
• "what's more romantic than dying in the moonlight?"
• "do you like to hurt? (i do i do) then hurt me."
• "the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had."
• "now i don't know why, but i still try to smile when they talk at me like i'm just a child. well, i'm not a child. no, i'm much younger than that."
• "they say they don't know when, but a day is gonna come, when there won't be a moon and there won't be a sun."
• "don't try to wake me in the morning cause i will be gone"
• "if i was a flower growing wild and free all i'd want is you to be my sweet honeyb...

• http://shop.blackmilkclothing.com/collec... (skeleton swimsuit BAAAHHHH)
• http://shop.blackmilkclothing.com/collec... (leggings that look WET)
• http://store.americanapparel.net/rsad300... (THE PURPLE ONE)
• http://store.americanapparel.net/rsarc30... (circle skirt can i haaaveee)
• http://store.americanapparel.net/rsakwcp... (to go with my circle skirt... :P)
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat... (pretty little backpack)
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat...
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat... (so pretty... TOO EXPENSIVE)
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat... (omg the black ones... i've wanted these for foreeverrrr...)
• http://www.amazon.com/Demonia-Pleaser-Cr... (creepers...)
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat... (THE PINK ONES. THEY'RE LIKE MY OLD RED ONES.. :( )
• http://store.americanapparel.net/rsals32... (lacy bodysuit :D )
• http://store.americanapparel.net/rsavv35... (BURGUNDY)
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat... (oh my god. i want all of them.)
• http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/cat... (ERMAHGERD. LISA FRERRRNNK.)
• http://www.nikonusa.com/en/Nikon-Product... (oh lordy it's such a beautiful lens and i want it but fuck no it's like two thousand dollars... :( BUT F1.4 WHAAAAT?! THAT'S THE BEST THING EVAR.)

• amelie
• breaking away
• clue
• good will hunting
• my neighbor totoro
• the village
• marie antoinette
• bright star
• harry potter
• hanna
• princess mononoke
• spirited away
• howl's moving castle
• nausicaa
• rushmore
• the virgin suicides
• girl with the dragon tattoo (david fincher)
• wallace and gromit
• the little mermaid
• tangled

girls:

• luna
• lucie
• nieve/neve
• rani
• lisbeth
• arietty
• olive
• sofie
• junebug/juno!!
• florence
• amelie
• marie
• emmanuelle/emmanuella
• rose marie
• ivy
• iris
• alice
• roma
• cassie
• lola