LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE

  • Name: Anna Marie Cecelia.
  • Eye Color: Milk chocolate/ burning bush.
  • Hair Style/Color: Shoulder-length, wispy dark chocolate layers.
  • Height: Five one and not a sliver taller.
  • Clothing style: Mismatched; comfort + laziness + inaffordibality combined into a semi-Boho poetress mess: disheveled.
  • Best physical feature: Full figure.

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

  • Your fears: I fear that I will not be beloved and I fear that I may not be able to feel anything but inferior. I fear the dark- not because of its coloring, but because it is lonely. I fear it consuming me. I fear time.
  • Your guilty pleasure: I like to play Sims 3 and it's a shame if you disagree.
  • Ambitions for the future: Become a dedicated wife, mother and caretaker; learn to keep a house; become an educator; expand my lexicon; have an essay published in the Canon (is it too much to ask?).
  • Your first thoughts waking up: What will inspire me today?
  • What you think about most: My beloved; words; visualizations of beauty.
  • What you think about before bed: How I will go about my next day; planning my work load and my behaviors, especially if there are any events I need to prepare for.
  • You think your best quality is: I have an incredible knack for loving and caring for people- I think my power, though, comes from my eccentricity. I am a fresh perspective in a humdrum world, and I wish people would take advantage of that, rather than see me as strange.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?

  • Single or group dates: Single dates; one-on-one time is precious, and it reveals true behavior. You act different around others as a couple.
  • To be loved or respected: To be loved. As horrible as it seems, if I was loved but not always respected by a man, I could hang on by a sliver, but not vice versa. In general, in the world, I put love on a pedestal. I always find at the end of the day, what I am urging for, however, is respect.
  • Beauty or brains: Brains. You can't be beautiful if you are dumb.
  • Dogs or cats: Cats will never scare you.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

  • Lie: I honest to God, hardly ever do. If I slip in a white lie, it is absolutely necessary, but by Heavens, I am the most honest and open invidual you will ever meet.
  • Believe in yourself: Well, I'm here, aren't I?
  • Believe in love: I'd die if I didn't.
  • Want someone: I always want someone.

LAYER SIX: EVER:

  • Been on stage:Oh, sure. A few times.
  • Done drugs: I have not and will not.
  • Changed who you were to fit in: Never. I am as true as they come. And as rejected as they come- the general consensus does not like the wanderers.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES

  • Favorite color: Baby blue.
  • Favorite animal: The dear wolf.
  • Favorite movie: Let the Right One In.
  • Favorite game: Grand Theft Auto IV, always.

LAYER EIGHT: AGE

  • How old will you be on your next birthday: Eighteen and then some mentally.
  • Does age matter: Numbers, in general, don't matter nearly as much as everything else in the world does. They are too specific. They do not factor for variations, changes, and the outside forces.

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL

  • Best personality: One that is true, honest, full of laughter and silliness, but honorable, good-intentioned, gentle.
  • Best eye color: Green.
  • Best hair color: I always like brunettes better- male and female.
  • Best thing to do with a partner: Ramble.

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE

  • I love: to feel the Earth against me and sleep with the God-forsaken raindrops.
  • I feel: as if I will float away in some sort of intangible swift hallucination.
  • I hide: how much I am longing for you, even after all this time- for your touch, your love, your answers, your assurance, your safety and your smile.
  • I miss: the days when I could flutter about without knowledge.
  • I wish: for fate to be kind.
oct 9 2012 ∞
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