(Abuse mentions, spoilers)

BASICS

• Trans boy
• Gay, attracted to masculine people
• Is it gay if he's an alien? (Dating Kaworu)
• So very needy... I always craved attention, since I had DPD and never... Really got it as a child.
• Music was kind of... My only friend for a long time, so even when I did make friends I still found music very comforting.
• Gendo died at some point, but I'm not sure when, or under what circumstances.

MEMORIES WITH OTHERS

Kaworu

• MMMMmmMM GAY
• I latched onto him super fast, as he pretty much provided me with the attention I'd been craving for a LONG time.
• He was actually probably the first person to say they loved me since my mother's death.
• He came back maybe... Twice? Killed both times in the same way as his deaths in the anime...
• He told me he'd been watching over me whilst he was gone.

Asuka

• no

Rei

• I liked her, but I was kind of gay as shit.
• I was kind of intimidated by her, really. She wasn't mean to me or anything, I just thought she was kind of scary, so we didn't get to talk much.
• Even so, we held a kind of unspoken connection, though it wouldn't necessarily be correct to describe us as close? We held something bizarre, I certainly didn't understand it, she may have done, but, who knows.
• I couldn't help but be a little envious, since I noticed how much better Gendo liked her than me.

Toji

• My bro!!
• We were pretty close friends, he tended to turn to me if he was upset about something, I think he kind of looked up to me.
• He got pretty worried about me, he'd always freak out at every tiny bruise.
• "Shinji, what happened!? Let me see that!" "I walked into a doorframe, calm down, Toji."
• He died when the EVA was destroyed, it... It sucked, I never really got over it.

Misato and Gendo sucked and we're not talking about them.

FOUND

• Kaworu
• Rei
• Mari

LOOKING

• Asuka
• Toji
• Kensuke

NOT LOOKING

• Misato
• Asuka
• Gendo