11/16 — first kiss

• once upon a time, we were both extremely shy. all forms of skinship were only ever achieved through crack roleplaying, which i’m not complaining about. i’m so comfortable with you, i can be extremely gross and ugly that back at the time, it was nerve-wracking to ever consider actually trying something more literate with you, beyond our individual messages. i was so scared you’d think i was such a noob, or that i was literally really gross even though you were the one that suggested i kiss you. but hey, i went in for the kiss. it probably wasn’t all that grand, in retrospect, but i did still feel like it was a major stepping stone in our relationship. no one has ever made me as shy as you have and knowing that i also had that effect on you makes me proud somehow. thee seth, being too shy to kiss me? who would have thought such a thing could be possible. but it’s okay, i get to hold the title as the first to confess and the first to kiss between the two of us.