• different media/characterisation analysis
• philosophy, psychology, & epistemology
• dark + romantic academia aesthetics
• botany & oceanic lives
• nijnite
• mixology + liqeours

• after god - sumi eno
• a hunger artist - franz kafka
• breats & eggs - mieko kawakami
• the decay of the angel - yukio mishima
• self potraits - osamu dazai
• insect literature - lafcadio hearn
• lover girl - raegan fordemwalt
• beyond good & evil - friedrich neitzsche
• white nights - fyodor dostoevsky
• hell screen - ryūnosuke akutagawa
• i am a cat - natsume sōseki
• wuthering heights - emily brontë

• poppy
• radiohead
• the smiths
• the cure
• the smashing pumpkins
• london after midnight
• jeff buckley
• and one
• KMFDM
• metallica
• placebo
• daughters
• twin tribes
• of montreal
• have a nice life
• depeche mode
• she wants revenge

• reading + writing
• cooking + baking
• learning languages (current: 汉语)
• dagger & knives collecting
• ethical taxidermy collecting
• sub-genre aesthetics & fashion
• ragequitting in the tank queue

song lyrics that i resonate with:

• the beating heart of a lonely man is nothing but an unheard decrescendo
• choking on cigarettes won't get you along
• love is an open book to a verse of your bad poetry
• sorrow's native son, he will not smile for anyone
• what's all that young life been wasted on

quotes that i resonate with:

• how about if i sleep a little bit longer, & forget all this nonsense
• i need solitude for my writing; not 'like a hermit,' that wouldn't be enough - but like a dead man.