discoveries / fixations:

• nothing happens by wallows — the album is sooo good !!

thoughts:

• why do i despise orange so much now, even though i quite liked it when i was younger?

• sagacious (adj)

wise; having good judgement “they were sagacious enough to avoid any outright confrontation”

• bibliophile (n)

a lover of books

• esoteric (adj)

intended for a small audience with specialised knowledge or interest; obscure “their discussion of esoteric philosophical theories”

• erudition (n)

the quality of having great knowledge or learning; scholarship “her erudition made her a highly-sought speaker at universities”

• ephemeral (adj)

january… perseverance, the first phase of academic struggle;

february… sparkly eyes and voice of expression; a bosom friend, my light and treasure; something you lost will soon turn up — the secret of my heart; sweet chocolates from the sweetest; paper cranes for the loveliest one; the first of our merry midnights;

march… a soft wave, an awkward smile; late night conversations with the planes across the cosmos; international day, a rollercoaster of embarrassment, joy and sadness; exchanges of melodies, let our harmonies entwine; exploding hearts that holds words we struggle to say; racing heartbeats standing next to you; can i call you my dearest?; self-doubt, tear-stained pillows;

april… an adorable penguin keychain, letters addressed to heart; my dearest close friend, and a line i shall not cross; hugs from my polar bear-stie

reasons why i am going to work hard !!

• you are going to love yourself and life more.
• you are going to teach people about the stars and the cosmos, and make people fall in love with the infinite universe.
• you are going to be able to get the sweetest gifts for people.
• you are going to be able to travel the world freely, visit the snowy forests and ancient libraries.
• you are going to have a cat and these felines deserve nice gourmet and comfy abodes.
• you are going to dress however you want. paint stars on your cheek.
• you are going to try lots and lots of nice food, desserts, and cute treats.
• you are going to open an observatory for people to stargaze.
• you are going to help people fall in love...

• i am thankful for having the kindest, most beautiful souls by my side, e & s
• i am thankful to wake up and see morning stars
• i am thankful for the ability to feel things so deeply
• i am thankful for having the sweetest person as my uncle
• i am thankful for the aromatic scent of lavender
• i am thankful for having the wisest, kindest man as my father
• i am thankful for being in a welcoming, supportive school community
• i am thankful for having a forgiving mother, who forgives my monstrosities
• i am thankful for a brother that cares for others in his atypical ways
• i am thankful to laugh and chatter with my family at the dinner table
• i am thankful for the dedicated, passiona...

ambitions, those i have a lot. yet the words of the world still whisper in my ear, trying to dissipate away those hopes. never mind them, for i’ll chase those dreams. let a girl dream…

• early school education

i want to see the bright faces of children. i want to see their eyes, fascinated by all the peculiar things of this world. i want to laugh and learn with them. i want to see them find friends, to not give a care about others’ opinions. i want to see their little hands and feet dance to nursery rhymes. i want to be able to see them successfully write a word, or read a book. i want to give them the opportunity to see the world in the most beautiful way possible. i want them to have a safe place to fool around, to cry, to laugh. i want to be there for the pure hearted people before they enter a cruel world. t...

• learn how to make floral crowns
• read a book under a willow tree
• lay in the midsummer meadows
• run along the shores with the waves
• bubble around the glistening corals
• stargaze in an ancient observatory
• venture the hazy-white peaks to watch snow fall
• write love letters with a fountain pen
• capture the essence of nature in watercolours