i have osdd (traumagenic.) i've been diagnosed with DID then osdd-b and then most recently osdd-a (all by different psychiatrists/therapists) so i'm not really sure which is truly what i have but i would say osdd is more accurate.

in my case, this is info you only need to read if you plan on interacting more extensively with me. please remember this is my own description of them and how you perceive them may be somewhat different. so far, here’s the system:

(note: i’m here most of the time, and will co-front with others or finley takes front. ricken handles irl stuff!)

NON-FICTIVES:

mars (no prns) [present.]

angel and religious; needs attention very badly; no age; acts childish; non-binary. literally from a different plane/world than us. (note: paranoid/delusional. suicidal.)

blake (they/them) [present. facet?]

can come off as cold and distant and uncaring sometimes, but is a very determined person; 17; agender; has pretty severe depression and low empathy and autism.

ivy or violet (she/her) [present most often. gatekeeper somewhat and retainer of memories.] Feb. 14

she acts like a sister and is very kind; age slider (usually around 12); retains trauma; very talkative and excited easily, but a little pushy/nosy. she loves animals and flowers and romcoms; is very typically "girly" with a cutesy glittery cheerleader aesthetic. as she retains most of our childhood trauma she is essentially "stuck" in that period of our life.

non [not present. sibling to mars? fragment. it/its]

a prophet and also extremely religious. appears extremely rarely when issues arise. not much is known about it. screams a lot in head space, delusional.

caleb (no prns or, any if you must) [doesn't front any more. non-fictional introject. hasn't been around in a while. fragment.]

very violent and will harm others. probably has aspd or similar. he originated as an introject of my father but has changed appearance since then.

c (he i suppose) [in and out. facet of caleb, non-fictional introject of someone who used to be in my life.]

i don't wish to talk about this one.

FICTIVES:

(note: i have had very brief fragments in the past when i was most unstable.)

finley/finn (he/him) [present most often. protector and sometimes persecutor.] Dec. 21

originated as a fictive of komaeda from dangan ronpa, so he still looks similar; otherwise kin; very talkative; fiercely protective of others he cares about; mlm; really loves alt-j, mother mother, speedcore, and similar music; has npd/bpd with psychotic features (notably is the only alter with prof. diagnosis slightly differnt from the body); attention seeking, but he has good intentions; good friends with ricken, ivy, and raea and you can often find him co-fronting with one of them. draws sometimes but doesn't have many other hobbies.

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ricken (they/them or he/him) [present. System Manager TM.] Mar. 16

-fictive of ricken from fire emblem; loves birds; literally in love with henry fe; very hesitant but friendly; anxiety; gets shit done in this house (aka manages irl responsibilities a lot); closest to finley but their dynamic is very much "bitch try me"; 16. he is small mash potatoes. every one in the system says "thank you ricken for our life" because we could not function if not for him.

valerie, nicknamed olive (she/her) [present. caretaker/soother.]

-fictive of olivia from fire emblem; very nervous around people at first but warms up pretty quickly!!; she’s very protective and strong but isn't around/doesn't talk much; wlw; favorite color is pastel pink and loves the fall and spring times. soft for rabbits just like me. she's my momma!!! she's very encouraging and i love her.

raelyn or raea, nicknamed nami (it/its or she/her) [present.]

-originated as a fictive of nanami from dangan ronpa but has slightly changed appearance; kin; human manifestation of a glitch; 15?; non-binary and aro spect; likes gaming and collecting things. sleepy, is a sheepy. was formed about the same time as finley! autistic with anxiety (social, general) and agoraphobia. very passive and easily confused, please be patient with it. has a bit odd sense of humor. has a very distinguishable typing style, so you'd know if it fronted!

the reason that our most notable fictives are from fire emblem and danganronpa is because at that time i was going through a lot of trauma with family (my sister and parents are abusive) and previous friends who have been abusive or just otherwise shitty people who happened to trigger me often. i was very into these two pieces of media at the time of them appearing.

mar 31 2017 ∞
jan 12 2021 +