3

• friends are disappearing and others are appearing
• my "best friends" don't like me at the moment
• i am getting ganged up on by a couple
• i am getting ignored but also passive-aggressively attacked by my housemate
• spending time with ks was good
• i wish i had more time with her

10

• i wanted to spend more time with family this time at home
• my parents said they noticed a difference in my demeanor before finding out that i have been meditating more regularly
• my mom is awesome
• i had a hard time waking up before 9
  • probably sleep depravation from the night before
• i got a frap in the last 30 min of frappy hour
• driving with podcasts is efficient
• listography works on chrome now

11

• i talked about a lot of happy things with rm this morning and instead of getting the usual passive aggressive vibes i got happy and funny ones
• i miss st and ks and ak a lot a lot a lot a lot

12

• pinky promises are like the real life version of the unbreakable vow
• especially with kids, you break that shit and you have to deal with those poor teary puppy dog eyes looking at you all sad and stuff and who wants to do that to a kid

20

• i have gotten re-addicted to caffeine
• recently had a conversation about religion and spirituality with a close friend whom i want to be closer to
• why is it that whenever i get a bad grade on something i get so disheartened that i no longer care enough to get good grades on anything else?
• i really need to get a summer lab position
• why are there no female orcs or dwarves in lotr?
  • literally the only females are humans or elves that are sexualized or hobbits who are all stereotypical homely mothers
  • so i really appreciate eowyn for being a badass

25

• the day i needed a friend is the day no friends show up

29

• how can someone be on academic probation so quickly into their first year and still think it's a good idea to focus on dance and mixing (for free) instead of on getting their grades up
  • repeating 2 classes, taking 2 classes for which the failed+repeated ones were prerequisites, not doing well in any of them, still spends time watching tv
  • still claims to be planning on transferring into my major for which you need a 3.8 gpa
  • how?????????? where are ur priorities
  • literally she's not coming back next year

i needed somewhere to write more than a sentence.