- hate the fact that you are selfish
- misread his signals
- (2006) be shuttled to a father you never expected to have to visit like this, too
- (2010) think your grandma knocking at the door is a joke, so you take your time. but she's sobbing and the dog has died and she wants a garbage bag to cover it in the driveway.
- (2007) receive letters from your father "not" incarcerated
- (2011) end the same relationship twice, a third time in the fall, a fourth and final death two springtimes later.
- accidentally insult your mother
- ironically want school back
- experience the solstice by night because you are unhappy and cannot sleep
- expect some magical personal growth that you are rather foolish to dream of
jun 21 2012 ∞
sep 10 2012 +