MIDNIGHT THINKING TALKING

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• It's a weird feeling, walking outside after a storm. Even though trees are knocked down and debris is scattered all over. There's something peaceful about the world. The light that shines down on the wet and weathered ground is golden. The rainbows that push their way through the clouds give the symbol of hope. You can feel something warm and welcoming. Maybe it's the smell of petrichor. Maybe it's the sound of the birds chirping. I don't know. Whatever it is, is magical.

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• That feeling when you feel like you're stuck in the same place at the same time, living everything over and over again. The feeling of no escape no matter how hard you try to. Every time you go to leave, something keeps you from actually going. What is freedom? What is escape? The lucky ones know what that feeling is. The rest of us are left to wonder, wanting that little taste of what we don't have, willing to do anything to break this circle.

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• Do you ever get the feeling of overloaded crippling depression, followed by a sudden surge of bright and cheery optimism that is ultimately destroyed by another wave of sever self doubt and hatred?

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• What determines worth? How does society create monetary values on things like people's life, experiences, and material objects. What makes one persons life less valuable than another persons "highly valuable skill" in throwing things at high speeds?

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• The concept of family is funny. People you live and share your life with, that mostly are people that are related to you by bloodline, but not necessarily. You get family's composed of people not blood related. Then you have the countries witch family is basically everyone in that country as one "big family" because at one point in time they were all related. But then why do we have the concept of family. Is it because people have an instinct to belong to something. Why do we call our friends our family, when they are usually classified as something else, yet friends and family are always used together. What if someone doesn't belong somewhere. Obviously they have a biological family, but it doesn't necessarily mean they have a "family family". What can your long term friends become family? Can this work in reverse and family become just friends? The concept of family is basically just the concept of belonging. Humans want to belong to something, be a part of someone, have some place to go.

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• Everyone has a unique way of writing. Everyone's handwriting is different. Yet, we are all taught to write the letters the same way. Why is that we grow different styles? It's like we each are born with our own unique mark on the world, bending the world to our own disposal. Is it because we each see the world differently?

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• Do you ever just have an overwhelming feeling of sadness resonating deep with you?

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• Propinquity

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• I just want someone who will listen to the elaborate, unusual, weird, and probably boring fictional stories I write in my head.

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• We are told that story aren’t what really happens, yet stories are often based off of real events? What’s true and what isnt? Are people these days living in a modern fairytales that just haven’t been written yet, a story that will one day be told to people, a story that people will live by and look up too? A story that people will be told “can’t happen to them” because it’s just a story? Even though it did happen?

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• You know that feeling you get when you don't know if you like someone, or if they like you back, and its just really awkward. At first it was just like, 'Hey, it's all cool. I can hide it.' and then it gets all like 'Talk to them. Get closer'. At this point your mind is playing tricks on you and you don't know if you really like this person or not, and if you do then maybe you'll make a fool out of yourself. You have that fear of exposer. Yeah. That was me today…And I don't know if I'm happy, or terrified, or sad, or anything really, Maybe I just want to be noticed, by someone. Maybe I just really want to find that 'fictional perfect teenage romance'. Who knows. I don't even know really. What's happening to me?

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• What makes up a personality? The mind is made of chains of electric currents, which are sent by neurons, which are made of cells, which contain DNA, which make up you. Does your DNA make up your personality. Then does each organ, which is composed of cells composed of your DNA, hold a part of your personality? What if when you die and donate your organs, the person who receives your organ also receives part of your personality.

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• The world seemed like it was forever going to be split into two; the world she longed to be in, the world she lusts over, the world that was shaped to fit her own deepest thoughts and desires; and the world she was actually stuck in. How could she combine them? Could one world ever encompass another?

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• My life is an ABC sitcom.

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• How does one escape their own thoughts?

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• You will always be better than someone, but someone will always be better than you, and that's okay.

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• Something will destroy you and become the monster you have always feared. Conquer it.

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• They're screaming again. Sometimes they're right. Sometimes they're very VERY wrong.

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• Not knowing is sometimes better than Spanish.

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• What if we are all born to yield some kind of magic, but if no-one teaches you how, you will loose it forever.

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• You're never truly alone.

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• Even mermaids fear drowning.

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• The first time is always the most intense. After that you are to desensitize.

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• Behind every bright light is a lingering shadow.

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• Being alone is the most comforting and terrifying thing in the world.

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• There a 7 billion people on this planet, all with different minds and different ways of thinking. What are they thinking of?

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• 2nd chances are earned. NOT handed out.

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• You cannot live unless you experience things. You cannot experience things if you refuse to live.

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• The people inside her scream. They want to escape. She wants them to help her.

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• Everyone has different coping methods.

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• Most of the time people just want someone who will listen to them.