i've been saving for so long for skz concert that it made me look at my collection with way more care than i did before. i have some questions regarding fan behavior, this isn't a new for me, but sometimes i get carried away and end up being a victim of my own mind's traps and conflicts (and moreso, knowing that many of them are old news for me. imagine getting periodically stuck in the same conflicts for the pasrt ten or more years... that's me.)

i've already made up my mind regarding my collection's next steps and i just hope thing work well for me. also, i really need a job. and i hope this concert pass as quick as it was announced. i love stray kids so much and i would definitely hate if i started to see them as a chore or obligation rather as artists i like and engage in some hobbies with.