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vi 🎙

"though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light; i have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night"

nineteen. she/her. usa+uk+de. queer. neurodivergent. leftist. skz ult 🖤

infj-t. enneagram 5. rcoai. libra. ♎ ++

i'm a polyglot, avid reader and art aficionado, and musician. i love solitude, east asian cinema, queer history, kpop, and music in general. i fall in love with everything all the time.

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sep 12 2023 ∞
nov 10 2024 +

—— juli

  • hi again. i survived final exams, was accepted to my top choice school, am moving both with my family to a new house and then cross-country to my dorm in a month. AAAAAAA!!!!!

—— mars

  • so. hi, and why have I not logged in for almost two months? finished mock exams well, but then had multiple mini breakdowns. fml. hearing back from my top choice school at the end of the month...
  • cram studying, but also enjoying break a lot--had the chance to discover some cool new music, was gifted a sub to my favorite streamer, i've been slowly getting back into journaling and planning, which helps to feel a bit more in-control of things.

—— janvier

jan 8 2024 ∞
jul 2 2024 +

watching tba!

reading queer art ARC

listening brat - charli xcx

nov 7 2023 ∞
jul 2 2024 +

-- "Anne Hathaway" by Carol Ann Duffy. +

-- "When I Spoke" by Alex-Quan Pham. +

-- "The Woman I Am" by Glen Allen. +

-- "My Life is a Bowl" by May Riley Smith. +

-- "Barter" by Sara Teasdale. +

-- "She Walks in Beauty" by Lord Byron. +

-- "A Litany for Survival" by Audre Lorde. +

-- "Imaginary Conversation" by Linda Pastan. +

-- "Filling Spice Jars as Your Wife" by Kai Coggin. +

-- "There Will Come Soft Rain" by Sara Teasdale. +

-- "How Happy is the Little Stone" by Emily Dickinson. +

-- "Clutter" by Jeanne Murray Walker. +

-- "Worm Moon" by Mary Oliver. +

-- "Today" by Billy Collins. +

-- "We Manage More When We Manage Small" by Linda Gregg. +

sep 11 2023 ∞
nov 2 2023 +
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about me about me (main)

about me (personality tests)

about me (my favorite things)

about me (uquizzes)

notes (my diary) twenty-four, january-march signs journal archive

music concerts (favorite lyrics) kpop monthly listens

watchlist (dramas) favorite videos/channels

reading poems webtoons (mangas) (favorite books) (tbr) (articles)

languages currently learning german masterpost

inescapably a part of me queer cinema (queer history) my blog on historic queer people

sep 11 2023 ∞
mar 27 2024 +

repeated thoughts, my brain's motifs

mars ( 27 ) i'll take my whiskey neat...

mar 27 2024 ∞
mar 27 2024 +

in case i ever need to remember (inspired by kmr)

  • puppy stretches
  • that euphoric feeling in your throat at night in the city
  • candle wax
  • books
  • cafes and bakeries
  • northern lights
  • iced vanilla latte, oat milk
mar 27 2024 ∞
nov 9 2024 +