– jan

• book : i'm glad my mom died - jennette mccurdy (audio)
• film : the whale
• song : duvet - bôa
• show : sherlock
• podcast : new heights
• youtuber : megan anne

– feb

• book :
• film :
• song :
• show : supersize vs superskinny
• podcast :
• youtuber : madisyn brown

• tells me when i actually shouldnt buy something
• waiting for me while climbing down from shit (outside) ready to help if i reach for him
• once i was prepping to jump over a large puddle with no way around and at the last sec he gave me a little push on my lower back that actually helped me make it over
• me n u pics
• always shares food and finishes mine
• sometimes will do the airplane thing when giving me a bite of something
• scratches my head
• covers my arm with the blanket if he feels it's cold in bed even if i don't mind
• lays on me when im overwhelmed or when im trying to hold myself together and lets me cry it out or breathes deeply which helps me breathe too. coregulation ftw

• vanilla pudding
• goat cheese
• canned pear
• deli turkey & ham
• sweet potat
• pizza crust
• canned peaches
• squash (acorn, butternut, cornbread
• pistachio ice cream
• whipped cream
• glazed donut
• blueberries
• bread
• cottage cheese
• banan
• sweet potato casserole
• rotisserie

• 01 | 101.6
• 02 | 100.4
• 03 | 100.4
• 04 | 100.4 (seriously?)
• 05 | 101.2
• 06 | 99.6
• 07 | 100
• 08 | 100.4
• 09 | n/a
• 10 | 101.6
• 11 | n/a
• 12 | 99.8
• 13 | n/a
• 14 | n/a
• 15 | 102.6

• save way more money than i spend…….
• start working more eventually or a better second job
• continuously take 2 courses every eight week terms so i can graduate faster
• allow myself to be upset before working though it instead of denying myself of the emotion leading to a big breakdown every time without fail
• make seasonal playlists
• reach B1-B2 level of spanish
• get rid of a lot of unnecessary clothes
• be more chill
• live simplistically but not in an annoying way
• stop eating so many bagels
• get Really good at somethjng. Like crocheting again. Or start knitting..
• get out of reading slump (plsplsplspls
• go on more hikes
• gym w boyf (he will make me do arms😔)

• humans are not meant to look at ourselves as much as we do
• people conflate value and attractiveness. not everyone is physically attractive and that's fine to say. people's personalities can make them beautiful, but that's not going to change how they objectively look

• salami
• peanut butter
• watermelon
• pepperoni
• cornbread

• 01 :: whole lotta nothing, wrote object model's paper.
• 02 :: had my last lash appt with skylar:( she says she wants to hang out and im so not used to this, i can't tell if she means it. idk how to hang out with people anymore.
• 03 :: rotting in the bedroom type of day. made cookies and did pilates at 7.
• 04 :: worked on data analytics certificate
• 05 :: picked up aaron from robins, he showed me his java programs. did a rubber base on my nails <3
• 06 :: almost tripled my total credit line! got chase freedom unlimited, amex cash preferred, and citi double cash. finally lost weight. could barely sleep last night.
• 07 :: started at dominos, only needed to ride with someone once before i got the hang of it. $15 tip at the college!!!!!
• 08 :: learned to open, slow morning. made li...

KITCHEN

• crock pot
• pressure cooker
• food processor
• le creuset
• masala dabba
• wooden cutting board — trough, non-slip
• german knives
• knife sharpener
• mandolin
• cake/pie/tart tins (removable bottom!)

MISC

• mini simmer pot

based of the open psychometrics quiz

TOP FIVE

• Dale Horvath (The Walking Dead)
• Samwell Tarly (Game of Thrones)
• Peeta Mellark (Hunger Games)
• William H. 'Shakespeare' Hill (This Is Us)
• Kenny Stowten (Killing Eve)

MATCHES I KNOW + PERCENTAGE

• Ann Perkins (Parks & Rec) - 76%
• Oliver Hampton (HTGAWM) - 76%
• Pete Martell (Twin Peaks) - 75%
• Esme Cullen (Twilight) - 75%
• Armin Arlert (AoT) - 75%
• John Watson (Sherlock) - 74%
• Molly Hooper (Sherlock) - 74%
• Chris Washington (Get Out) - 74%
• Jane Bennet (Pride & Prejudice) - 73%
• Nick Carraway (The Great Gatsby) - 73%
• Davos Seaworth (Game of Thrones) - 72%