• my boyfriend of five years.
• our little fat baby black cat, popeye.
• honey lemon tea in my favorite pink contigo mug.
• learning about data analytics, data warehouses, mySQL, etc. it's something in my major i have found i genuinely like.
• my collection of sylvanian families / calico critters / sonny angels / smiskis
• waking up when my boyfriend leaves for class ~7:30. sitting alone in the kitchen, still groggy, slowly drinking my coffee. enjoying the silence. solitude from the waking world. i swear it has helped with my depression.
• early morning pilates
• our nightly stretches (we'll be able to do the splits one day)
• brown leather anything. purses, wallets, jackets.

• album: smithereens (joji)
• animal: cat
• band: polyphia
• body part: eyes
• book: house of leaves (mark z. danielewski)
• city: akureyri, iceland
• color: #315f84
• day of the week: thursday
• dessert: baklava
• drink: homemade chai
• flower: white lily
• food: onion bagel with cream cheese & hot sauce
• fruit: papaya
• gemstone: garnet
• ice cream flavor: moose tracks
• language: samoan
• month: november
• painting: the seashore at sainte-adresse (monet)
• planet: jupiter
• poem: :(

“maybe i live inside myself too much and maybe that is my greatest downfall.” (megan grant)

• lani -- twenty. she/her. infj. 9w1. gemini sun & moon, libra rising. strong air + earth placements. neutral good.
• learning Spanish, currently only A2. comp sci major with a pseudo-concentration in data analytics (taking the concentration classes without declaring so i don't have to take extra generals) . walmart personal shopper. dominoes delivery driver. chronic migraine haver.

me in uquiz results:

person reading a book on the train hot

• you're totally their type. well, you're not. but that's what the passenger across from you is thinking as you sit there, completely oblivious. you're mysterious, and serene, and look so natural sitting there on the train they think your feet might be bolted to the floor the way the chairs and safety rails are. you're in your own world, you're reading something with an intriguing title, and without even knowing it passengers are praying for some reason that you'll look up and ask for their number. you don't, of course. and they don't ask for yours, either. how could they disturb such a peaceful moment? but despite the fact that nothing was said, they managed to fall in love with you for 15 minutes. for the rest of the day they think about what your voice might've sounde...

• gore in basically any circumstance
• injuries like sprains, breaking bones, dislocation... i hate hearing about it, thinking about it, and especially seeing it
• deep dark water :) i will go a few feet into the ocean but don't ask me to on a boat out there. don't ask me to go boating on a lake and ant me to go in the water. i will cry.
• ants. i feel like they're all over my body whenever i'm outside in the summer
• working out in a gym eeeeeeek!!!!!! can't stand it. freaks me out. makes me default into a scowling, no-eye-contact-making b*tch but internally i am so self-conscious and insecure

• a body part: hands
• a color: wine red
• an element: wind
• a number: 6
• a fruit: blackberry
• a scent: vanilla tuberose
• an animal: mouse
• a musical instrument: piano
• a season: winter
• a month: november
• a kind of weather: light warm rain
• a planet: neptune
• a feeling: anxious
• a verb: to yearn
• an emotion: aloof
• a word: genuine
• a taste: cinnamon ice cream
• a place: a small reading corner in a library
• a day of the week: thursday
• an hour: 7 p.m.
• an object: specifically a smiski at work