✿ january

• back to therapy
• i drew 1 thing
• deleted that app
• birthday

✿ february

• considering FA career
• back to that app. 10 day break
• moved back
• FA course starting on the 19th
• FA course going well; class is fun n friendly
• being alone

✿ march

• j-hope's mixtape ♡
• tap water was making me sick
• cooking is fun
• lemonade
• watching plane crash docs
• made brownies that tasted rly good
• cooked spaghetti alla carbonara which was 4/10
• cooked gnocchi which was 11/10
• back to playing Lol
• got really sick again
• got a 95 on my first exam

✿ april

• did some of my health check ups
• feeling a bit down tbh
• not getting much done as of 11.04
• obsessed with tea!
• cooked mac and cheese which was 5/10
• cooked pasta with tuna sauce which was 7/10
• started watching movies

✿ may

• grandma is back, no more living alone
• FA course almost ending
• got 2 make up products as a gift...
• didn't make any friends
• kinda wasting a lot of my time...
• bts comeback
• started reading that vampire series

✿ june

• survival training completed. fucking crazy
• finished FA course
• my friend now likes kpop
• started another short course
• world cup hype

✿ july

• been wasting a lot of time
• found a newborn kitty in the parking lot. he still had the placenta, and i removed it and took care of him.
• then we found his mom and gave him back to her.
• a week later i found him again, near my window
• i took care of him for 4 days
• on monday he disappeared. i cried so hard. i have no idea of what happened.
• the course i'm doing rn is kinda boring tbh. can't wait for it to be over
• sent my curriculum to lots of places but no response.
• just want to get a job
• i really miss my cat...
• trying to get back into stuyding properly
• got a gift from my school for being a good student lol

✿ august

• alone again
• got into ikon
• back to parent's house for a while...
• lots of swimming
• quality time with my cat ♡
• bought adult clothes for job interviews
• watched lots of horror movies
• studying
• gained weight

✿ september

• back home w grandma
• first job interview. didn't get it tho
• studying
• passed my licence exam! yay
• by myself again
• trying to find a job

✿ october

• started volunteer work but it only lasted 1 week
• honestly can't remember much
• went to the mall trying to find a job but got nothing

✿ november

• got my first job as a vet in a really nice clinic
• moved back to parents' home

✿ december

• working & studying a lot
• started the night shifts by myself
• treated a cat with urinary obstruction
• first euthanasia. it went well but left a bad feeling
• will start a post grad course in feline medicine
• wtf my life changed so much in 1 month and from something i did randomly without thinking too much...
• spent christmas and new year's night working