• change of state, escapril 2025 anthology

Maybe I shouldn't have looked up too often, molding my being to strain accord with gravity, visioning past the wood only inches away from me, reclined on a bed that housed tragedy and hope. Maybe I shouldn't have beleaguered the hands that would catch me, and maybe the shift—this fall—wouldn't have broken so many bones.

  • bad habit, escapril 2025 anthology

I've domiciled in familiarity, in a dawn formed out of retrospect, forming hoops to maintain that warmth, that contentment, that very placement where life seemed to be in balance—an intelligible distinction, a polarity that doesn't necessarily father a threat, an amalgam of sweetened attachment and bitter unfolding

  • the mothers who wore black, psyche talks
apr 23 2026 ∞
apr 23 2026 +
  • pencils for the indecisive
  • borrowing grief from the future
  • coward
  • "don't take advantage of the people that care about you."
  • wanting what you don't have
  • mom's voice
  • against all odds, against all logic, we hope
  • leaving as an act of love
  • is this all there is to life
  • some people are islands
  • "i will hate you for this" / "i can live with that"
  • and if this is the only life you will ever live
  • are you man enough
  • roundabout
  • is it better to speak or to die?
apr 23 2026 ∞
apr 23 2026 +
  • handmade thingz
  • the fnaf novels (og trilogy)
  • sunscreen hehe
  • mary jane loafers
  • large capacity handbags
  • dslr camera
  • digital camera
  • artisan mugs (goofy)
  • slim notebooks (tall nbs that looks like it's supposed to flip upward but flips sideways instead)
  • classic novels
  • kindle hehe
  • acrylic paints + brushes & canvas
  • drawing tablet
  • pencil skirts
  • stickers
  • fun socks
  • varsity jackets
  • silver jewelry!
apr 23 2026 ∞
may 24 2026 +