I wish I didn't feel this way, but I do.

• I want to be thin. Not just healthy, but thin, really, really thin. With bones like feathers and limbs like twigs.
• I wish I was rich.
• I don't ever want to end up like my parents. I am constantly terrified that I will.
• I used to think I was really smart.
• I get upset if people don't like me.
• I dismiss things without properly experiencing them.
• I sometimes lie my way out of situations.
• I'm horrible at keeping up with communication, and I always make excuses (see above).
• I pretend to be much more talented that I am.
• I get jealous really easily.
• I really hate myself sometimes.