- today was boring.
- i dont remember my dreams
- allie didnt come to school again:(
- at lunch me and timmy chillaxed
- it was great but like he acted like non of last night happened
- i AM still sad.
- i am in misery.
- he just kinda brushes it off
- after school me alex t, gage, spencer, and timmy went to wendys
- me and spencer are the only ones that ate
- i got myself a baked potato and it was the best dankest yummiest thing ever
- then we saw this scary undercover.
- then gage and alex left
- me and timmy and spencer were awkwardly there and so i just went home
- timmy drank. at spencers. like what a surprise
- it made me angry because i KNEW he would do it
- like he has no control
- he saysss its not that bad and its not really..
- but um heeellloo?
- he was just saying how he used weed as a coping mechanism. and how terrible it was. NOW HES JUST USING ALCOHOL TO COPE WITH HIS LACK OF WEED?? LIKE AM I RIGHT??
- ugh so dumb
- and hes gonna become an alcoholic and crash and die his car
- and then ill kill myself
- jgnkrjgnsrdk shop was terrible becausse spencer and timmy were so sloppy and annoying. it was at parisas house.
- elli and i hid in the bathroom for a little.
- i ate some fritos for dinnner l o l
- i tried cutting myself in the shower with the sharpest thing i could find. it didnt really do the trick though.
- ive been wanting razors but im scared to go buy them..
- so i came up with a plan where i go to michaels and get exacto knives. thats sooo perf.
- then ill go to five below and get my converter that i never got for xmass :(
- teehehe soo yeah. im just still sad but i had no tears to cry today
- third eye blind is my life. and i love them
- that is all. byeeeeee
jan 4 2012 ∞
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