i say this allll the time but i'm literally the worst with words and soft stuff but when i'm talking about one of the few people who mean as much to me as you do idk it's just easy even if it comes out messy which ik it will </3

i didn't know it at the time but you really came into my life at the best time. i don't even know how you went from someone i was scared to talk to, to being my best friend but i'm glad it happened. i can't even begin to explain how much you mean to me but know that i value our friendship sooo much it means everything to me. sometimes i really wonder what i did in my past life to deserve someone as great as you in my life now. on my bday you said that i was your first true friend which made me cry and ihy for that but i can honestly say you’re my first true friend too. idk i just really love how we've gotten to see each other grow and change but at the same time nothing has changed between us except we both have better taste in who we stan now. you are the most beautiful person inside and out (i literally say this every year but it's TRUE) and i hope you know i really really appreciate you for e v e r y t h i n g. idk why we haven't called or ft'ed yet so i can actually tell you all of this and verbally call you a hag but we should change that. i really wish i was there with you physically so i could give you the biggest hug and i wish there was more i could do for you like send you that one sailor moon makeup set you told me you wanted (ik your bad memory is probably kicking in but it's this one) bc i was really gonna get it for you but it's been out of stock for a while plus corona ruined everything so pretend i got you a giant 12ft skeleton instead :D

anywayy i hope you have the happiest day everyday but especially today because it’s YOUR day aka the best and most important day of the year and the only day of the year that matters and i know the day's not gonna go the way you've been planning it and i'm sorry but still i will fight you if you let anyone ruin your day

happy birthday erica i love you so so soooo much — your bff, therapist, fashion adviser, decision maker and personal clown <333