i relate to . . .

• hunter x hunter killua zoldyck

killua is introduced as a character who is cheeky, cheerful, and full of mischievous ideas, however, killua can be quite rude to others, mostly strangers and older people, he is most commonly known for having a sweet tooth; he loves everything sweet and spent almost all his money on food, his favorite snack is chocolate, he is also one of the quickest-thinking characters, and often analyzes a situation with great ease and accuracy, in spite of his young age, his way of thinking, knowledge, and pragmatism give him the attitude of an adult, he is initially very confident about his own abilities and compares his strength with other people, as time passed, killua became humble about it; but when somebody compliments him, especially the ones he loves, he becomes easily embarrassed, however, his ruthlessness and aptitude in killing shows the other side of him, deadly, violent, and bloodthirsty, conflicting with killua's predisposal to kill is his unyielding loyalty to his friends and natural kindness, he don't have many friends, but he grows progressively more attached to them as time passes, killua often suffers immensely in his attempts to help his friends without a single complaint, he puts others before himself without being concerned about his own health or even his life, killua especially struggles with the ideologies his family taught him in his childhood, killua wish he could forget his family and past, he only cares about his friends and food.