• name: rm
• release date: 17 march 2015
• tracks: 11
• personal favorite track: adrift

voices +

"[. . .]i thought i could catch the mirage known as happiness but the me in front of my desk wasn’t happy even for a moment, without my mom knowing, i put a sheet of white paper between the pages of my workbook, my identity that i wrote down matched to the drum and bass[. . .]"

do you +

"i hate self-help books more than anything in the world, bullshit telling us to do this or that, they have no backbone and believe other’s words, so that bullshit is a best seller, what do those guys know about you, your dreams your hobbies, can they understand?[. . .]"

awakening +

"in the moment of my failure, will someone hold my hand? in the moment when i come down from the stage, will that person be next to me? just tell me that i can survive, in this cold world just feel my vibe, i know one day at a time the sun gon’ shine [. . .] every night inside me i quietly fight with myself, my heart pounds, my colleagues stab me in the back while saying that i became a moron after joining a company[. . .]"

life +

"pulled in just one glass of soju and felt it, living is consecutively awareness and loneliness, whether you have many people around you or not, the little me inside myself was always lonely, why is there no opposite word of loneliness? could it be because people, until they die, have no moments of not being lonely? even if our surroundings are boisterous it’s necessary to seek a moment to be alone, yeah that’s a life[. . .]"

adrift +

"what are we living for we couldn’t know, they say that we’re living for happiness but what is that, things that we can’t know or see seems like there are too many in the world, we don’t hear the words of adults saying as time passes we would realize, let’s be happy, let’s be happy even if we live with these heavy in our mouths every day, to be honest, i still don’t know why am i often lonely, i don’t know whether i’ve lost the way or whether from the beginning i was lost, even when i’m with someone, one corner of my heart is lonely, the fact that i was born is frightening, death hurts too badly and the present is too desolate, where is my meaning, where is my heart, in this vast universe, i’m endlessly adrift"

i believe +

"[. . .]if you’re confused about what is right and what is wrong, what makes me want to live again, think about it, this music, passion, other beautiful things besides those, and fashion[. . .]"