• is a misanthropist
  • means i am not socially acceptable and is awkward with people so i just avoid them most of the time (but im nice.. i guess.. im trying to)
  • things i do when my life sucks which is all the time: writing and singing and reading and sleeping because you don't need to pay for those except for the books (i would love to include eating but even for that i sometimes can't do that bcs i have problems what a pathetic life i lead)
  • i'm a very boring person istg im not even kidding i WISH i am kidding but no bestie
  • what i mean by sleeping is lying with my eyes open staring at the ceiling
  • i made this for personal archive so i kinda hope no one's gonna read this but if you do well, hello, thank you very much, also, why are you here?
mar 30 2017 ∞
feb 6 2022 +
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  • have my own apartement and live with cats
  • building my own studio where i can record my own voice without being afraid of my neighboors slamming on my door
  • read as many books as i can
  • visit all the libraries in my country
  • go to concerts and plays
  • meet my favorite authors
  • die before turning 30

(revised list as of april 2021)

  • have my own place idk man a room is okay and idk about cats my 2 cactus just died idk if i can take care of living things (still love cats dw)
  • (ok deleted the studio stuff bcs theres no way i can afford that)
  • read as many books as i can (im doing this so we can keep this one)
  • visit all the libraries in my country (wo...
mar 30 2017 ∞
feb 6 2022 +
  • a florist

i used to tag along to the traditional market with my mom and the first thing i saw was the hundred colors of flowers and i thought it must be nice to work surrounded with pretty colors

  • a kindergarten teacher

so i can look taller

  • an astronaut

trust me almost all kids ever want to be an astronaut it's almost as popular as being a doctor

  • a volunteer to world food programme

found a few interesting articles while i did my internship at this library and thought that why am i doing all these things while i never want so much why do i have to live up to the expectations i know i ...

mar 19 2018 ∞
feb 6 2022 +