• two very different people you are
• and that's the truth
• this is me spilling the contents of my brain
  • i think we're bigger than that
  • i think we're stronger than what they're guessing
  • my tummy is burning
    • ow
  • i can't wait to see what you become
  • it's not as long as i think
  • or you
  • suddenly my tummy feels better
  • french fries
  • i miss you Marc
    • even if we weren't suuuuper close or any of that
    • and i promise i'll never forget

• to stay home for a few years
  • yes years
  • and not really home, by home i mean... agh... to myself
  • does that make sense?
• to not have to feel like i'm forcing myself to get out of bed every monday, wednesday, and friday
• to spend one day, just oneeeee day, reading and prove that i can learn that way
• to eat more
  • because i really don't sometimes
• You
  • and I'm lucky enough to already have that

• i survived my first week
  • and met some people
  • like mooky and brandon =]
• psychology is coolio
• french is too
• as is waking up whenever i want
• all the high schools start tomorrow
• mah car iz nice
  • gotta work out the DMV shitz
  • but either way, it's pretty nice
• with a big backseat
  • which is a good thing ;P
• "you look good enough to eat!"
  • "hahah ew."
• spending all my time at the beach and pool is good

• Ode to LRC - Band of Horses
• The General Specific - Band of Horses
• Oklahoma City - Cake Bake Betty
• O Valencia! - The Decemberists
• Yankee Bayonet (I Will Be Home Then) - The Decemberists
• Lunches - Tinyfolk
• The Catch - Forget Cassettes
• Oats We Sow - Gregory and the Hawk
• Finch on Saturday - Horse Feathers
• Holland, 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel
• Reasons Why - Nickel Creek
• Comme des Enfants - Coeur de Pirate
• La Vie En Rose - Pomplamoose

• i miss you
• you
• you
• you
• asteroids (heh)
• i'm not really looking forward to work but i really enjoy it
• i'm dying to keep reading
• fuck you cd drive
• this is how my brain works
• loose lips sink ships!
• i'm going to have something to tell you and i'm going to forget it
• dog walk, aghhh

pause

• saw jonathan outside
• bizarre
• hot
• as
• balls

• i'm hungry
• i miss my lampy
• my song isn't playing damnit
• i need to stop biting my nails
• i want to wear my hat but i think its too hot today
• Madeline Adams is goooooood
• i'm worried about bugging you but i'm also worried about you thinking i don't care, thats not the case i promise
• i wish i knew
• = ]
• i'm happier than i've felt in a long time
• i'm waiting for the water to boil so i can make potatoes
• i don't know what i should do concerning life
• "i'm glad to be around when he's laughing"
• my feet and hips hurt

• talked with savanna
• went to bed at six thirty
• picked up by savanna and kara
• thrifting
• enoodle
• up in 3d
• best commentary ever
• "i do ever so want the ball"
• "you are my master and i love you"
• i love dug
• kevin
• embarrassing photos
• pizza
• sundaes
• yearbooks
• being excited about tomorrow
• being happier than i have been in a long time

but

• now i'm dreading what i used to be ready ...

• blending together of three days
• MGMTee
• savannas house
  • muahmuahmuah
• with tom and kaleigh
• fun lock in!
  • ..or not
• denny's
• getiin' punched
• razdangos?
• lemonz
• om nom nom
• on grease
• drivin'
• singin'
• whatnot
• stopped by the basement
• fo' free
• saw sage, wendi, eli, charles, and erry b...

• corn maze!
• beach
  • not fer swimmin' but cuz it's purty
• pumpkin
  • pie
  • cake
  • latte
  • seeds
  • everythinggggg
• back to the vineyard
• picnic
• reallllllly long walk
• AN HORSE!
• halloween special for the radio show
• construct my epic costume
• thanksgiving!
• savanna's birthday =D

• make me smile
• are more fun than... anyone else ever =]
• always know what to say and the best way to say it
• bend and support where i break
• are beauty personified
• astonish me
• posses bountiful knowledge of things that matter
• dominate my thoughts
• are sincere in all things
  • especially your feelings
  • and that means everything to me
    • like you do

• that things are changing
  • some for better
  • some i'm not so sure about
• that things that used to be important, aren't
• and that people change
  • and I shouldn't expect them to stay the same

• the day you come home
• work this weekend (no really, i like it)
• SGRRC
• putting on the play
• your phone calls every night
• starting college
• the first day at the academy
• getting you that one present that i had an epiphany about
• WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE
• the avett brothers
• the rest of summer

• woke up to your voice
• ehehehe = ]
• talk talk talk
• i told my mother
• she is a funny little woman and i chuckle at her "demands"
• work
• AY YAY YAY
• best poem EVER =D
• hungry
• ukulele tiem!

have work tomorrow at 12. ugh. i've gotta get better at hair wrapsss. oh and the past few days:

• hung out with kris
• saw the hangover
• laughed at our children
• sleepoverrrrrr!
• watched hitman and kung fu panda
• best alfredo everr

• it's weird to be so happy and so sad at the same time
• tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
• lampy = ]

• is my good friend bruce turman's birthday
• i am thinking over this weekend and realizing that i'm part of this indescribable love
• wrath of athens is playing a show at the basement with the lovemakers, it's a pretty big show for us
• is also Nelly's birthday apparently
• Savanna is at school and probably in german class
• i'm going to text Anna and say something about Satan and a Jesus costume
• somone is finding out something awful, something i can't imagine, something that i wouldn't know how to deal with if it were me
• i think i've decided that myrtle beach isn't the place to be

Today Mr. Marc Chaplin was killed in a car accident when his motorcycle collided w...

• crave
• tension
• energy
• passion

the good

• my schedule
  • friday class can kiss my ass
• a nice campus
• knowing some folks there already
• really interesting majors
  • like women and gender studies for example =]
• a snazzy student lounge
  • that i can take advantage of on all my breaks
• huuuge library
• getting all my books fo' free
  • and anything else in the school store

the bad

• navigating the campus

• ✔ learning my lines
• ✔ cleaning my room
  • really well so it'll stay clean as opposed to just cleaning it enough to where it will have to be cleaned again the next day
• ✔ learning. my. lines.
• ✔ work
• preparing myself for school
• ✔ sleeping
  • since i don't really
• getting better at musics

• night swimming
• this fancy tea at e noodle
• lifesavers (both gummy and hard candy)
• slumdog millionaire
• fight club (book and movie)
• owning a pet
• buffy the vampire slayer
• halo
• working somewhere doing something you love
• having a friend for more than two years
• christmas cookie candles
• falling in love
• SKY.fm
• regina spektor
• tattoos
• fishing
• band of horses
• dark pony!
• any brad pitt film
• seeing a musical on broadway

• you've been gone for half an hour
• i miss you already
• i'm making you something
• i have a secret to tell you
• butterfly city!
• all of a sudden everything smells like you
• take care of Genesius for me okay?
• i'm hungry
• hiii
• i'm going to get even braver for you