unfortunately i am a paraphile but i wont discuss what the philias i have are, since im trying to recover despite myself. sorry.

i suck at making friends, i suck at keeping friends too

im apathetic yet im sensitive i hate i hate i hate with all my heart yet i love with all my heart as well, even though it is empty and devoid

im selfish, i think about myself first, maybe a little narcissistic, just a bit its hard for me to be interested in things that dont really... interest me. its hard for me to stay present in conversations

im a hoarder, yet i have bad memory. why do you think i hoard in the first place?

im a bit unstable, ill be fine yesterday and horrible the next its hard for me to stay coherent, corporeal even. im a hazard to myself and possibly you too