Is creepy to see your toes turning as purple as the end of the dawn. as that 6pm fear strikes you to your bone and give you chills through your body, but you're glad, you can feel it. since you're aware that soon you won't, that legs in which you first stepped into this world will now punish you to sit still until the end of your days. and you know, deep in your conscience, that i has all been your fault. and you know, as the sun rises, that even in the brightest light of the day, it will be too dark for you to see now.