27/3/17

given the option it is always flight with me, the world seems big enough to run away from everything for at least a lifetime

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existing is embarrassing and i am ashamed of failing at its formalities

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no writings ever make immediate sense, tiring enough it is to verbalize, i will try to understand what i tried to say another day

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28/3/17

lo que mas me ha impactado es el Travesar

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i started to wonder whether the horrible feeling of being surveyed stems from my hyper vigilance of the world... those who are preoccupied with self may not be observant and thus critical of their surroundings, outside of themselves there is nothing they care for, outside of me there is everything i care for, because i do not care for my self, is the world watching me as intently as i watch it, how can i continue while being comfortable with visibility

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