- learned to let go when i have to let go 
- signed up to take new classes and stop just crying around and being scared of school 
- realized that i am responsible for my own happiness 
- realized that there is nothing more important than loving myself 
- started loving and respecting myself 
- gave myself credit for being a cute human being 
- learned that as long as i continue to dislike myself, i will have problems in all of my relationships (clinginess and lack of trust) 
- started to appreciate what i have 
- started to believe in god again 
- realized that NOBODY is worth being sad over. if they decide to be mean/ignore me/make me feel bad it says something about them, not about me. 
- learned to deal with my hyper empathy, and that it is okay to love people more than they love me 
- that i am in fact different, as much as i denied it and cried over it in the past and that there is absolutely nothing wrong with me because i still am likeable and funny and i have a big heart and deserve more than what has been given to me/what i have been giving myself 
- thought realistically about my future and took action instead of waiting for the perfect situation 
- found the key to happiness, even though i haven't been able to use it properly yet 
- learned that i can make anything possible 
         nov 16 2016 ∞
 apr 28 2017 +