- based on nogitsune/stiles stilinski/chaos demons, but has changed since then, grown a bit.
- appearance: long dark hair usually tied in a ponytail or bun, dark eyes
- personality: quiet, usually avoids people or talking to people, not shy but not interested in others. very secretive abt feelings/events/behaviors. that weird guy in the sidelines. uncomfortable with loved ones knowing him too well. distant, removed, "i don't trust you, you don't trust me", but will open up after a while with select loved ones. very private. he is his own home in his routines and habits. deadpan, 'fake' suspicious (but actually suspicious), quietly angry 24/7 abt injustice/society/etc, easily angry/frustrated, absolute diva but pretends not to be, fashionable, impulsive, absurdist/surreal humour, "hello fellow teens". would go on a hiking trail for days to connect back w himself, get up and leave country on a whim or change careers/studies
- likes: survival/apocalyptic movies, horror, movies w/ cool weapons, revenge movies, etc. skincare, makeup, general personal hygiene and upkeep, nail polish, likes punk fashion, tight pants, combat boots, tactical gear, "thomas", "johan",
- notes: holds a lot of anger. was the one who took abusers shit when she was in a mood. switched in to have a blank face and not give her anything to work with. used to just buckling down and getting shit done to avoid abusers anger. definitely used to be a persecutor. not sure what to do with all this anger and emotion. has more obsessive-compulsive tendencies. got mad a lot at the others for being genuine/open/"giving stuff to abusers to use against the sys" like interests, things we did, etc. wanted to keep everything secret so nothing would be used against him
- [from inkheart] "yes yes, i told you all kinds of things. you're such a gullible fellow, dustfinger. its fun to tell you lies. your innocence always amazed me - after all, you lie very cleverly yourself. but you're too ready to believe what you want to believe, thats your trouble."
sep 7 2019 ∞
apr 4 2022 +
apr 4 2022 +