• Liking my tweets
• But never sending me an actual tweet
• I'd like to write so much more but I'm terrified about you finding this so I'll shut up now
• But really, you do a lot of things that annoy the fuck out of me
• Remind me why I ever liked you in the first place, please

• Download mixtapes
• Backread quality blogs
• While neglecting my own horrible sad blog
• Rant endlessly
• Ogle beautiful people
• Which is a fancy way of saying stalking
• Pretend I know CSS/HTML
• Become a pirate
• And hoard mp3s and .pdfs
• Basically, just float around

• Learn how to make a GIF
• Finish all unfinished books
• Wear more fashionable clothes!!!
• Discover new quality songs
• Get drunk
• Have a different hairstyle
• Be less cranky
• Be less messy
• Be less mad at the world
• Fall in love~*~*

• Goes to hermit mode (deactviates facebook, goes on hiatus in twitter and no to text drama)
• Attended simbang gabi (ONCE) (LAST)
• Tweaks blogger, finally looks decent now
• Paints nails bright pink ugh such a girl
• Christmas party with best high school buds tomorrow
• Friend from japan comes home after 2367485 years lol
• Discovers new music
• Futile efforts in answering take home exam on my (horrible) ~*lit class*~
• No efforts on reading texts on Marxism and Psychonalysis
• Still no efforts on finishing unfinished books (Anna Karenina, Things Fall Apart, The History of Love, The Virgin Suicides, Lolita)
• Realizes there is NO hope in finishing all those lovely books

• Curse less
• Say 'no'
• Change hairstyle a bit
• Load more, text more
• Play an instrument
• How to run a quality blog
• Be less of a bitch
• Speak less faster
• Share my impeccable taste in music
• Save money
• Exercise
• Avoid eating out in fast food chains
• Always bring umbrella
• Always bring loose coins
• Be less scared and just go up and talk to him

• Forever the Sickest Kids
• Don't Forget, Clementine
• Belle and Sebastian
• Wolf Parade
• Color of Clouds
• Death Cab for Cutie
• Explosions in the Sky
• The Naked and Famous
• Hellogoodbye
• Pearl and the Puppets
• Two Door Cinema Club
• Stars
• The Wannadies

• Paradise - Coldplay
• I'm Not the One - New Found Glory
• Ender Will Save Us All - Dashboard Confessional
• Long Haul - Voxtrot
• Sunday Morning - Maroon 5
• Poison and Wine - The Civil Wars
• The Sky Could Fall Tonight - Amber Pacific
• Vega Skies - The Cab
• I'll Hold My Breath - Ellie Goulding
• Asleep - The Smiths
• Jamie All Over - Mayday Parade
• The Downfall of Us Sll - A Day To Remember

(I have a very peculiar taste in music, I know)

• Donuts
• Takoyaki (japanese balls)
• Pancakes and crepes
• Ice cream
• Marshmallows!!!
• Apollo (see pikcha)
• Burger McDo and fries
• Cupcakes
• KFC supreme bowl ala king
• Gummy bears and worms
• Cinnamon roll
• Deep fried oreos
• Joystick's oatmeal bar, cheese bar and banana loaf
• Pasta with tons of cheeeeesee
• Chicken balls and tokneneng
• PIZZA

• Have a completely different hairstyle
• Tattoo!
• Get published
• Kiss a girl
• Learn how to swim
• Spend a night on the shore of a beach
• … or on a roof top
• … with someone I adore
• Get lost on a foreign land
• Have a star named after me
• Walk down abbey road
• Make my parents proud
• Have a wall full of books
• Drink coffee with a complete stranger
• Shoplift hahaha
• Tell someone "I love you" and mean it

• Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince by JK Rowling
• Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by JK Rowling
• Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
• Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins
• Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins
• Now and Zen by [I forgot who](horrible book)
• 100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez (such a heavy read)
• Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakam
• Brida by Paulo Coelho
• Ilustrado by Miguel Syjuco (another fucking heavy read but bloody brilliant)
• Kislap by Abdon Balde Jr.
• [I forgot the title] by Alexandra Potter (very shallow)
• The Last of Her Kind by Sigrid Nunez (Uh..)
• Chez Moi by Agnes Descarthes (Another uh....

• Eyes - Rogue Wave
• Thinking About You - Norah Jones
• California - Phantom Planet
• Butterfly - Corinne Bailey Rae
• Lost - Michael Buble

• Macbook
• Lumix gf1
• Nokia c3 (everyone has a bb, and it's too pricey and yeah whatevs)
• The Hunger Games trilogy
• Moleskine weekly planner
• The OC complete dvd series
• Some decent reading glasses
• Some pretty nail polish

• Clean up my room
• Rewrite notes
• Work on paper for psych10
• Check e-mail for kuya jose's reply
• Write a new blog psot
• Organize stuff
• Check out QLG's EP~

• Lisbon girls and vinyls
• How does one cure sadness
• Mga alipores ng tadhana
• Rage
• Pwede na yan
• Possibilities refused
• Hot and literate (LOL)
• End up alone
• Distance and death
• Please don't find me
• No maybe yes
• Warning sign

• Sarah Kay is my spirit animal
• I'm a geek for watching TED videos while everyone ogled Shinee's new video
• I don't even know if I spelled Shinee right
• My video's done downloading
• Also, it's raining, but it's summer
• Hence, the world is mysterious
• But mystery is good
• Poetry is also good
• I can write decent poems
• But I can never perform them
• At least that, I know to be true right now
• Maybe when I have the guts
• Sarah Kay is my spirit animal

• this
• is
• about
• my
• two-week
• summer
• break
• (that is before summer classes start)
• and
• what
• I
• plan
• to
• do
• which
• is
• uh, nothing really

• Acosmist - One who believes that nothing exists
• Paralian - A person who lives near the sea
• Aureate - Pertaining to the fancy or flowery words used by poets
• Dwale - To wander about deliriously
• Sabaism - The worship of stars (!!!)
• Dysphoria - An unwell feeling
• Aubade - A love song which is sung at dawn (!!!)
• Eumoirous - Happiness due to being honest and wholesome
• Mimp - To speak in a prissy manner, usually with pursed lips

• Blue Valentine
• Trace of Love (korean or japanese or idk?)
• Jennifer's Body
• Sucker Punch
• The Orphan
• Drag Me To Hell
• Shutter Island

• Read old hand outs on philosophy
• And pretend to understand them
• Eat
• Listen to good ol music
• Eat
• Talk to myself
• Eat
• Reread some books
• Reread our conversations
• Imagine talking to you in real life
• Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt
• And then realize that nothing really happens like I imagined it
• Get frustrated and eat again

• Canis Poetica by Zaldy Dandan
• Invitation by Victor Penarana
• The Discovery of Pop Music by Juaniyo Arcellana
• Obsession by Ma. Fatima Lim (favoriteee)
• Promising Lights by DM Reyes
• A Speck of Sea by Michael Obenieta
• Letters to Theo by Eric Gamalinda
• Infidelity Cafe by Mike Maniquiz
• Moonlight Sonata by Ruel De Vera
• Charade by Rita Gaddi

• A GOOD BOOK
• Doc Martens
• Lumix gf1 / Canon g11
• Fairy lights
• Moleskine
• Canvas rucksack
• Floral sunnies
• Drawing tablet
• Persian cat

• Some professors are idiots
• And these idiots give out either surprisingly low grades or surprisingly high grades
• You can write a major paper the night before the deadline
• But don't expect a one
• Some professors are bloody brilliant
• But their expectations are bloody high
• Studying is hard
• But you know what's harder? liking someone you hate with all your guts and liver and spleen

• The Lazarus Project by Aleksandar Hemon
• Smoke and Mirros by Neil Gaiman
• The History of Love by Nicole Krauss
• The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides
• Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
• Lullaby by Chuck Palahniuk
• Everything is Illuminated by Jonathan Safran Foer

• Buy more books
• Read more books
• Find a part time job
• Go places
• Keep my room clean
• Practice coooking
• Less time in the internet
• But keep my blog updated
• Throw away some unnecessary stuff
• Sell/give away some old clothes
• Go thrift shopping
• Catch up on sleep
• Hang out with hs friends
• Have fun

• Sun - Mae
• Goodnight moon - Go Radio
• A beautiful mess - Jason Mraz
• Breathe - Alex Mudroch
• Viva la vida (cover) - Taylor Swift
• You got me - Colbie Caillat
• Not tonight - Tegan and Sara
• Rhythm of love - Plain White T's
• Pretty fly (for a white guy) - The Offspring

• Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone (J.K. Rowling)
• Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (J.K. Rowling)
• Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (J.K. Rowling)
• Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (J.K. Rowling)
• Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (J.K. Rowling)
• Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (J.K. Rowling)
• Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (J.K. Rowling)
• The Inheritance of Loss (Kiran Desai)
• Emotional Intelligence (Daniel Goleman)

• I'm thinking how badly I wanna buy myself plain white sheets
• And then I dunno I just felt like making a list
• I make bad-ass pancakes
• I made one with a hint of orange juice a while ago
• It didn't taste much different, though
• I just wanted to point that out
• That's all
• And that white bed sheet - I will find one soon

• Strawberry ref cake
• Coffee
• Lechon liempo
• Lechon manok
• Hipon
• Chocolate-dipped strawberry
• Chocolate-dipped banana
• Banana
• Pandesal with melted chocolate
• Feelings
• Lots of feelings

• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby
• Daphne loves derby

• Releasing my repressed desires in twitter
• Stalking beautiful people
• Tumbling
• Texting someone who makes me feel things I don't have a name for (which is scary)
• But I should be reviewing for my two exams this week
• Idec I wanna go home

• Speed of sound by Chris Bell
• Xavia by The Sumarines
• Lover by Devendra Banhart
• After Hours by We Are Scientists
• Ottoman by Vampire Weekend
• How to Say Goodbye by Paul Tiernan
• You Get Me by Michelle Branch
• If Eyes Could Speak by Devon Werkheiser
• You're the One by Sascha Dupont

• Tangled wires
• Long commercial breaks
• Crowded places
• Someone stepping on my shoes
• Falling hair (lol)
• Group messages of lengthy emo song lyrics
• Know-it-alls
• Dirty nails
• When my bangs would refuse to cooperate
• Writer's block
• Seeing a good book and being broke (I mean, cmon!!!)
• Awful mainstream music
• People who shove their religions down my throat
• Bad grammar

• Flawless
• Shivers
• Maybe
• Wishbone
• Feline
• Strangers
• Dumbfounded
• Smitten
• Enchanted
• Indifferent
• Unbearable
• Lost
• Highfalutin
• Possibility
• Lights
• Transitory

• I have a scar on my right knee which I got when I was in grade school during christmas eve when we were playing in the streets and then someone shoved me and there
• I like indie songs because they're not mainstream
• sometimes, my reasoning is very flawed
• I can cook rice really really well
• I have sweaty palms
• I fucking hate it when my wires are all tangled
• I love brushing my teeth
• My toenails are hideous
• It turns me on though when guys have ~pretty hands and feet
• And yes, I like creeping people out
• And yes, sometimes I don't know when to shut up
• But not this time

• Got a four for a paper for a major subject
• Passed (!!!) two exams that melted my mind
• Drank beside a police station
• Passed a 60+ page paper
• Laid down (?) in the middle of the road at dawn
• Turned someone down (oh wait, make that two)
• Stalked someone in real life
• Lost another phone
• Fell in love with a boy I sorta hate

• Finish reading Smoke and Mirrors and The History of Love
• Download movies
  • New York, I Love You
  • Love at First Hiccup
  • The Art of Getting By
• Update blog, tumblr layouts
• Start exercising
• Stalk people less
• Bum around

• I like being alone
• I eat cereals at any time of the day
• I don't like wearing leggings because it makes me feel naked waist down
• I'm too pretty to do math
• I rarely use my fellytone (if ya know what i'm talking about)

• Peach ballet flats
• Turquoise blue flip flops
• Neon green sneakers
• The Beatles / Darth Vader shirt
• Black blazer
• Connector ring
• Slouchy boots
• Paisley printed scarf
• Lace shorts