I am so used to be around you, that every little thing reminds me of you, if I see Baekhyun, my brain will automatically link his face to yours, whenever I see people talking about Daniel, I think of you and your endless speech of loving him. And in case I see Xukun, I think about you first, and don't even tell me about Jeongguk, I can't even write his name without thinking of you. You are really precious to me, it may be because I never had a friendship like ours, so I'm really attached to you, I hope you know how I feel.

Don't even ask me why am I writing this, just felt like doing it. To be honest, I'm afraid of myself sometimes, I feel like I'm not truth to myself and don't even know who I truly am, so I try to be honest with you, at least. World wouldn't be enough, not even close, to what you deserve, and I feel the need to tell you this every single day, just to make sure it'll stuck to your mind. I don't know if the entire universe will make it to you. Once again, I repeat, you are amazing.

I can't say I know how hard it is to be living as you, but I want you to remember that you are never alone, I am always by your side. Sometimes when I think about you, I want to hurry and tell you how much you mean to me, I'll never know how you truly feel, but I want you to feel loved. You don't like me to get worried about you, but it is what it is, I don't ever want to regret not telling you something, I want us to be together for a long time, and that's why I'm always asking if everything's fine, even though I know it's not.

Caring is not always telling someone you care about them, but there is no other way to let people know, so I'll hold on to this. I only care about you, so please, wait for me to come, I'll try to be faster. I want you to be the happy, to feel loved, to smile lots and lots, to sing out loud, to live your life, you don't need to have a goal, nor a dream, just be yourself, if you like something, do it, if you don't like it, don't do it. Today, more than yesterday, I love you.

I'm always by your side, no matter what, not even fate could do us apart, you know this, don't you? You're my other half, my best friend, my love, my soulmate, my most precious, a real life treasure, even from miles away, we'll be holding hands.