• in this timeline my attempt failed and i obviously came out of it alive.
  • i still had BPD, my paranoia about poisoning in particular was nearly nonexistent.
  • at some point i had to pretend that i knew evan and were friends and it was hell.
  • zoe and i were anxiously distant after my attempt and thats my strongest memory with her here.
jun 14 2017 ∞
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