I have found:

• Richie Tozier

I am looking for:

• Ben Hanscom
• Bill Denbrough
• Eddie Kaspbrak
• Stanley Uris
• Mike Hanlon

About Me:

The Losers were my escape from the world. I didn't want to go home because home meant my father and- I didn't want to be there. I'll leave it at that. It was as bad as It Chapter 1 hinted and then worse. I... didn't have the easiest of childhoods.

Those stupid fucking boys were everything to me. I'd have done anything for them. Anything. And I still would. Eddie and Richie were dating as kids, which, is a given. They were adorable. They kept it really on the low and were only really visibly affectionate in the clubhouse where they were safe. Stan really liked to cuddle. He would curl up next to one of us- mostly Bill or I, and sketch while we sat.

Ben and I were close, as well, but it really did take us until we were adults for me to put two and two together. I appreciated him being there for me so much... he saved my life so many times and I never even realized. I never knew how much he meant to me. Bill ended up breaking it off with his wife and stayed in Derry with Mike. Never really was sure what their relationship was but whatever it was, they were very close. Mike cared a lot for Bill. We all did. He was a very special person.

When we finally killed that fucking clown, we were basically inseparable again. We ended up living as close together as possible, and then everyone kind of just agreed that we would get a huge house together. We all became very close to Stan's wife, we had dinner together every Saturday if we weren't around much that week, and we'd go see Richies shows all the time. When we remembered what we had, we didn't want to let it go again. Richie was really torn up over Eddie's death, understandably, and there were a lot of nights we'd hear him screaming and one or all of us would go and sleep with him. The Nightmare Brigade was a lot of the reason we just decided to move in together in the first place. Sure, I had Ben who understood how to handle me after the nightmares but no one else really had someone who knew. But we did. We knew. So we would go to whoever needed us that night, sometimes we'd all need each other, and we'd be safe in the comfort of knowing we were alive and we could defeat anything that came our way so long as we were together.