• old stuff that is covered in dust and there's a musty smell and it's dark and i can't tell what stuff is and i have to touch it (stuffed animals, blankets, clothes)
  • trees outside my house being cut down
  • breaking my lava lamp
  • apocalypse scenarios (i always have nightmares about the end of the world)
  • math (extreme anxiety)
  • driving cars and getting lost (i've had nightmares about both, sometimes unrelated)
  • talking aloud
  • my things being moved around/lost
  • cities
  • when i'm walking and i see someone walking towards me because i never know if they're looking at me or going to say hi or whatever the fuck
  • germs, i don't mind getting dirty or touching bugs but i need to wash my hands thoroughly or use a lot of hand sanitizer i hate the idea of doing stuff with dirty hands
may 9 2023 ∞
oct 1 2023 +