renata.

life’s daughter, death’s bride. walks with heaven in her step and hell in her eyes.

  • october 27, 1994. she/her.
  • scorpio. infj-t. bisexual. brazilian.
  • always sad.
  • awkward as fuck.
  • benicio del toro & amy adams enthusiast.
  • #1 paramore stan.

likes: music. books. tv shows. movies, especially horror & thriller. photography. write when im sad. art stuff. conspiracy theories. rainy and cold days. paramore's songs. dancing in the dark. being alone.

find me:

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feb 5 2018 ∞
apr 28 2019 +
  • accent » british
  • actor » benicio del toro
  • actress » amy adams
  • animal » dog
  • artical of clothing » jacket
  • author » gillian flynn
  • band » paramore
  • bird » swift
  • body part » eyes
  • book » gone girl
  • cartoon » the grim adventures of billy and mandy
  • cheese » cheddar
  • coffee » black coffee
  • colour » purple
  • country » france
  • day of the week » friday
  • director » david fincher
  • dog breed » maltese
  • element » neon
  • flower » orchid
oct 21 2018 ∞
jun 5 2019 +
  • 1994: heavenly creatures; dir. peter jackson
  • 1995: se7en; dir. david fincher
  • 1996: scream; dir. wes craven
  • 1997: perfect blue; dir. satoshi kon
  • 1998: the truman show; dir. peter weir
  • 1999: girl, interrupted; dir. james mangold
  • 2000: almost famous; dir. cameron crowe
  • 2001: the others; dir. alejandro amenábar
  • 2002: carrie; dir. david carson
  • 2003: kill bill, vol. 1; dir. quentin tarantino
  • 2004: saw; dir. james wan
  • 2005: stay; dir. marc foster
  • 2006: paprika; dir. satoshi kon
  • 2007: love songs; dir. christophe honoré
  • 2008: the boy in the striped pijamas; dir. mark herman
  • 2009: inglorius basterds; dir. quentin tarantino
  • 2010: shutter island; dir. martin scorsese
  • 2011: melancholia; dir. lars von trier
sep 12 2018 ∞
mar 29 2019 +

men always say that as the defining compliment, don’t they? she’s a cool girl. being the cool girl means i am a hot, brilliant, funny woman who adores football, poker, dirty jokes, and burping, who plays video games, drinks cheap beer, loves threesomes and anal sex, and jams hot dogs and hamburgers into her mouth like she’s hosting the world’s biggest culinary gang bang while somehow maintaining a size 2, because cool girls are above all hot. hot and understanding. cool girls never get angry; they only smile in a chagrined, loving manner and let their men do whatever they want. go ahead, shit on me, i don’t mind, i’m the cool girl .

men actually think this girl exists. maybe they’re fooled because so many women are willing to pretend to be this girl. for a long time cool girl offended me. i used to see men – friends, coworkers, strangers – giddy over these awful preten...

jan 1 2019 ∞
mar 29 2019 +

so here are songs that basically describe me and my life as it goes along.

  • temporary - paramore
  • no surprises - radiohead
  • there is a light that never goes out - the smiths
  • sadness is a blessing - lykke li
  • turn it off - paramore
  • i am not a robot - marina and the diamonds
  • last hope - paramore
  • adam's song - blink-182
  • ones who love you - alvvays
  • hello - evanescence
feb 5 2018 ∞
mar 29 2019 +
  • camille preaker; sharp objects
  • christine mcpherson; lady bird
  • gretchen cutler; you're the worst
  • kayla day; eighth grade
  • rae earl; my mad fat diary
  • rebecca bunch; crazy ex-girlfriend
oct 21 2018 ∞
mar 29 2019 +

we do not remember days, we remember moments.

  • ano novo na casa da flávia; muito vinho e mousse de maracujá; minha mãe dançando funk.
  • um domingo de churrasco e muitas risadas.
  • ter assistido mary poppins returns e amado tanto a ponto de chorar de felicidade.
  • cortei o cabelo do jeitinho que sempre quis e ficou muito bonitinho; aumentou minha autoestima!!
  • a sensação durante e depois de ter assistido climax (2018)
  • amy adams e lady gaga juntas em uma foto ♡♡
  • o álbum novo do broods!!!!!
  • ter ficado viciada em dolly parton após assistir dumplin' e a maneira como o filme conseguiu me tocar, me fazendo rir e chorar ao mesmo tempo ♡
jan 1 2019 ∞
may 28 2019 +

oi

  • sou muito tímida
  • sempre fico vermelha quando alguém me elogia
  • minha cor favorita é roxo
  • prazer, procrastinadora
  • não sei puxar assunto ou fazer novas amizades
  • tenho vários amigos, mas às vezes me sinto muito solitária
  • gosto de fazer as pessoas rirem
  • adoro estar sozinha, mas odeio me sentir só
  • amo ficar sozinha em casa
  • fico triste quando me empolgo contando algo sobre meu dia e a pessoa não presta atenção
  • gosto de dar conselhos
  • nunca sei explicar as coisas, sempre me enrolo quando vou falar e acaba ficando sem sentido
jun 12 2017 ∞
jun 5 2019 +