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- a dream is all i have.
- ain't it fun living in the real world?
- all that i want is to wake up fine.
- and the salt in my wounds isn't burning any more than it used to, it's not that i don't feel the pain it's just i'm not afraid of hurting anymore. and the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has nd that's the hope i have the only thing i know that's keeping me alive.
- and when it rains, will you always find an escape? just running away, from all of the ones who love you, from everything.
- at least i try to keep my cool when i am thrown into a fire.
- cause now i feel you by my side and i don't even care if it's been a while. i can feel that we've changed and we're better this way.
- cause we are broken. what must we do to restore our innocence and all the promise we adored? give us life again 'cause we just wanna be whole.
- don't go crying to your mama 'cause you're on your own in the real world.
- everything was fine until you came around.
- fall in love with yourself, because someday you're gonna be the only one you've got.
- find perfection in my pride. see nothing in the light. turn it off in all my spite. in all my spite i’ll turn it off.
- for all the things that you’re alive to feel just let the pain remind you hearts can heal.
- hold on to hope if you've got it.
- i am going away for a while, but i'll be back don't try and follow me.
- i could be angry but you're not worth the fight and besides, i'm moving on.
- i don't need no help. i can sabotage me by myself.
- i had sworn to myself that i'm content with loneliness.
- i hate to see your eyes get darker as they close but i've been there before.
- i just killed off what was left of the optimist in me.
- i know i said that i was doing good and that i'm happy now. i should've known when things were going good that's when i'd get knocked down.
- i'll stop the whole world from turning into a monster and eating us alive. don't you ever wonder how we survive?
- i'm finding out that maybe i was wrong, i've fallen down and i can't do this alone.
- it's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going.
- it's obvious that you're dying, just living proof that the camera's lying.
- just let me cry a little bit longer.
- keep your feet on the ground, when your head's in the clouds.
- like the moon we borrow our light; i am nothing but a shadow in the night. so if you'll let me, i will catch fire to let your glory and mercy shine.
- lost the battle, win the war.
- low-key, no pressure, just hang with me and my weather.
- maybe if my heart stops beating, it won't hurt this much.
- of all the weapons you fight with your silence is the most violent.
- one day you'll get sick of saying that everything's alright.
- reality will break your heart, survival will not be the hardest part, it's keeping all your hopes alive when all the rest of you has died.
- remember how we used to like ourselves? what little light that's left, we need to keep it sacred. i know that you're afraid to let all the dark escape ya but we can let the light illuminate these hopeless places.
- see, it's easy to ignore trouble when you're living in a bubble.
- sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you.
- some of us have to grow up sometimes.
- the best is over and the worst is yet to come.
- the ones we trusted the most, pushed us far away.
- they say that dreaming is free.
- we are just misguided ghosts travelling endlessly.
- we can hope and we can pray that everything will work out fine but you can't just stay down on your knees the revolution is outside, you wanna make a difference get out and go begin it.
- we can't keep holding on to grudges.
- we're only half alive.
- what a shame we all became such fragile, broken things.
- would someone care to classify? our broken hearts and twisted minds?
- you built up a world of magic because your real life is tragic.
- you can't tell me to feel the truth never set me free so i did it myself you can't be too careful anymore when all that is waiting for you won't come any closer you've got to reach out a little more.
- you don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you.
- you made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and convinced yourself that it’s not the reason you don’t see the sun anymore.
- you're better off without me.
- you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well, sentence me to another life.
jan 3 2018 ∞
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