- the wound that kim heechul has received was especially big. he lived in the same dorm as hankyung and had a special relationship with him. their special relationship can be observed with his cyworld minihompy containing full of pictures that they took together. he said, "i was in a big chaos. it was difficult for me to laugh on tv and dance on stage."
- afterwards, he did not go on any of the stage including year end award shows. for 3 months, he lived in seclusion, locking his door. his only friends were two cats (heebum and baengsin). kim heechul revealed, "i had some lingering emotions. since i did not meet any people, depression got worse. i had lived with hankyung, drinked together and was really close. it was mentally difficult."
- during his difficult time, the person who supported him was oddly eunhyuk who he did not think was close with. there was a distance between them as heechul who liked entertainment and eunhyuk who's a devout christian were complete opposites of each other. however, heechul came to himself when eunhyuk said, "hyung's not good at singing or dancing, but we can't survive without you hyung."
- leeteuk and shindong also told him encouraging words and donghae came to his house and made dinner for him. he thought, "i've been too attached to one friend when there are many friends who are trying to go the same direction."
dec 29 2011 ∞
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