• i am an sx 5w4! (i fear my lists make this kinda obvious)
• i am a lover!!! i was born to love. (we all were...) i love practically everything!!!! i am infatuated with the world we live in!!! and love = joy! firm believer that by pursuing things you love you are making the world a better place!!! i believe that there will never be a time where there is not anything to love and appreciate
• i am a learner. i love learning!! i want to learn as much as this world will allow me to learn... if i was able to be a "renaissance man" and just. learn everything. i would be the happiest person in the world i think
• i am a story LOVER!! i love creating my own stories in everything i make, consuming and analyzing stories others have made, working with others to build a story, et...

• executive dysfunction
• procrastinating
• the fact that i HAVE to eat
• exercising
• social rules that don't make sense
• being around people for too long
• wearing wigs (but i do it anyways)
• potatoes
• not having control over myself
• when my sewing machine is evil
• negativityyyyyyyyyy
• how nail polish feels on my nails
• being the most awkward person ever
• the feeling of ocean water drying on my skin. especially when combined with sand.
• being under pressure
• being tired
• being BORED
• sensory dysregulation blehh

playing

• zato
• persona 3 reload

watching

• jaagudar
• oshi no ko

and studying.

• strawberries
• pink and green
• ruffles and frills
• tiny little horses
• colorful eye makeup
• watercolor
• clumsiness
• the lesbian flag
• storybooks and fairytales
• :3
• apple juice maybe (maybe)

• (10/2/26) a tiny little chipmunk with very full cheeks FLYING between different spots- stealthily observing me at each one (at one point it army crawled and i died.)
• (10/8/26) studying outside and OHMYGOD IT IS GORGEOUS OUT this is my favorite weather ever. not too warm or cold... a little breeze... the warm sun on my face... i cannot express how special and lovely this is to me!!!!!
• (10/12/26) I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!!! MY ART FRIENDS!!! MY PIBB XTRAS!!! i went to the arcade with three of them and we played a bunch of games, but primarily ddr! we also went to a manga store and i got wha grimoire 1! i feel like its just so so so easy for me to socialize with them and socializing has been pretty hard for me recently. i don't have to THINK ABOUT WHAT I SAY and i don't worry and ...

• (summer 25')performing in a handwritten yttd skit in front of a SHIT TON of people at a convention and hearing people be affected emotionally by our performance after spending the entire summer struggling to make my cosplay, plan, practice, and put together elements of the skit with my friends. it was so exciting and i miss it so much- i yearn to be in that moment again!
• (fall 22') meeting my best friend. i was so so incredibly lonely and incredibly socially anxious for a long time before this part of my life, and i was worried making friends in a new place might be hard. i didnt know how to have a friend! but i didnt need to know when i met them. we instantly clicked and i had no trouble talking to her whatsoever. i have never enjoyed a person i JUST MET so much. we were made for each other n im so glad we got to...