- (10/2/26) a tiny little chipmunk with very full cheeks FLYING between different spots- stealthily observing me at each one (at one point it army crawled and i died.)
- (10/8/26) studying outside and OHMYGOD IT IS GORGEOUS OUT this is my favorite weather ever. not too warm or cold... a little breeze... the warm sun on my face... i cannot express how special and lovely this is to me!!!!!
- (10/12/26) I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS!!! MY ART FRIENDS!!! MY PIBB XTRAS!!! i went to the arcade with three of them and we played a bunch of games, but primarily ddr! we also went to a manga store and i got wha grimoire 1! i feel like its just so so so easy for me to socialize with them and socializing has been pretty hard for me recently. i don't have to THINK ABOUT WHAT I SAY and i don't worry and regret about everything i do... i just feel... safe... even the awkward silences felt COMFORTABLE and safe oh my god i love them. they are my people friiickkkk i love them i love them
- (10/16/26) i went with the girl i like to an event where we got to pet goats and sheep. those little babies were so so very cute. i loved watching them move around and interact with their surroundings and each other. one of them chomped on the metal gate for a bit and i saw myself in her (that's me i just wanna bite everything.) one of them leaned her head wayyy back into me because she liked how we were petting her awhhhh.... and one BURIED her head in the hay as she was eating.. aghhhh
- (10/16/26) looking at the branches of the tree outside my window wobble and sway in the breeze! seeing the shades of yellow, green, orange, and red taking turns twinkling in the light as they are urged to the side, fluttering against the wind! the gentle whispery rustling of the leaves and the wind meeting! seeing the emotions of the breeze change with its tempo! its so beautiful i cantttt im DYING.
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