- i can't control my moodswings 
 
    - when i was younger, i'd throw hissyfits if my mom wouldn't buy me something 
 
    - i push my parents away when i really need them the most 
 
    - once, i chose a guy over my best friend and payed the consequence 
 
    - i easily get attached to other people who eventually break my heart 
 
    - i'm not doing a single good thing with my life 
 
    - my wrist bones stick out and i have to wear thick bracelets to hid it 
 
    - i have a small red scar above my cheek 
 
    - i'm desperate for love 
 
    - i have random sex with guys i don't even like to feel in control 
 
    - i give and give and never get anything in return no matter how hard i try 
 
    - i've been getting really bad marks in highschool 
 
    - all the meanies in elementary school used to call me ugly and dumb and to this day i still believe them 
 
  
            jul 26 2006 ∞
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