- brown eyes
- small ankles
- a sense of humor
- ability to make fun of me
jun 8 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- competitiveness
- arrogance, bossiness
- mooching and sponging
- sexually selfish and inconsiderate
- oh yea, patriarchy and oppression
jun 7 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- passive aggression
- silent treatment
- whistling!
- slurping, or loud chewing
- when rich kids who never had to work complain about money
- stepping in puddles in the kitchen, in socks
- there's more but I'm getting pissed off thinking about it
jun 7 2009 ∞
jun 7 2009 +
- the water bill
- weight gain from work-related stress
- weird situations with people
- financial hardships
- employment limbo
- it was so cold
- that's about it
apr 18 2009 ∞
apr 18 2009 +
- unbearable lightness of being
- the bell jar
- harmony Korine's "jokes"
- Tracey Emin's art book
- book on social anxiety
- existentialism and feelings
mar 12 2009 ∞
mar 12 2009 +
- read books, I know the internet wasn't around back then so go to the library and look up "classics" and "young adult fiction"
- ignore everyone and everything that brings you down, pre-calc(you won't need it) dumb girls in the cafeteria (they're jealous, no, really)etc...
- humor, don't fight, your mom. outright lying is bad, but so is all of her advice
- you aren't fat.
mar 4 2009 ∞
mar 4 2009 +
- anxiety
- procrastination (the work was never that hard, why did I?)
- living on campus (ruined all 4 years, easily the cause of all of my problems in retrospect)
- becoming less independent than I had been in high school
- getting out of shape
- drinking so goddamn much
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- swimming at the reservoir
- wearing short shorts
- wearing onsies
- sitting on the porch
- camping!
- adventures
- roof tops
- gardening and stuff
- cook outs
- "flings"
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- yesterday I saw a blind man race across the street. how did he know?
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- mayonnaise, no doubt the most disgusting foodstuff I can think of. veganaise is surprisingly delicious though
- mustard
- ranch dressing
- thousand island dressing
- ketchup
- blue cheese, goat cheese, too much cheese
- German food (pickled everything and skin colored sausage?)
- Ethiopian/Afghan food. Sorry, it's just gross, bland vegetable slop to me
- tempeh, it doesn't taste like food or have the texture of something that can be digested
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- 75 cent coffee from the breakfast cart
- splurging on milk-free jasmine bubble tea for those long aimless walks around the city
- going to the library (AC!)
- bike rides at night
- buying groceries one meal at a time
- swimming at the reservoir
- not needing as much clothes
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- film course on road movies
- class on Iraq
- class on Palestine/Israel conflict
- this list was boring, sorry
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- bright colors, circles
- wearing short shorts
- a puppy falling asleep in my arms
- gold streamers, beaded curtains
- cute outfits (I'm kinda girly, what can I say?)
mar 1 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- Daniel, in pre-school your birthday party was the same day as my cousin's and I had to miss yours. I resented my stupid cousin ever since
- Taylor, you were tall. the other girls thought you were gross and ugly. I totally didn't even when you pushed me down by the tether ball courts.
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- I'll try to be less scared?
- I won't be less picky though, but I'll be more open?
- I have absolutely no idea
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 1 2009 +
- drinking coffee
- going running outside when I have nothing else to do
- losing track of time while working on a project
- listening to records in the living room
- getting wrapped up in anything, books, work, projects, planning stuff, scouring thrift stores, anything that makes me think about the future in present terms
- AND MAKING LISTS! I LOVE IT!
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 1 2009 +
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- drinking coffee
- getting enough sleep
- relaxing
- being outside
jun 8 2009 ∞
jun 8 2009 +
- feelings of regret
- completely losing touch with some people
- freaking out about dumb shit like marriage, taxes and parenthood
- looking old, that's really it
jun 7 2009 ∞
jun 7 2009 +
- they assume the worst about you
- they stop taking your side
- they are surprised by little things
- they start expecting shit
- you get tired
- they snap and make bitchy remarks when you weren't even trying to start anything (wtf dude)
- you realize the silence isn't worth the fight
- everything loses its sentiment
jun 7 2009 ∞
jun 7 2009 +
may 17 2009 ∞
may 17 2009 +
- skinny dipping on mushrooms at the reservoir then cooking dinner together
- collecting weird pieces of garbage on old train tracks then going on a picnic of gummi sharks and pink andre (and making out)
- listen to records while cutting out paper snowflakes
- go to the wig store then braid each other's hair on a blanket in the park
- walk home holding hands for a mile and half at 4 am then share a black & mild on the back porch l
- going to the reservoir, period.
mar 29 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- red meat
- hot wings
- asserting my will power over sweets
- changing plans at the last second
- not attending family functions
- the occasional $4 soy latte
mar 8 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- the handful of people that are still important
- taking all those classes on the middle east
- feminist activism
- that I finished, and am never going back
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- peanut butter puffins
- frosted flakes
- rice krispy treats cereal (r.i.p.)
- count chocula
- golden grahams (even though they slice up the roof of my mouth)
- kashi
- muesli
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- usually involve room mates
- when I bent a key with my teeth
- all the times I woke up in places I had never been when I lived in Philly
- that time I had pneumonia
- when I went to Europe on the wrong day and spent a month wandering Switzerland
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- Mint chocolate chip, especially if it's green
- Pistachio
- Green tea
- Birthday cake from Old Dominion
- Coconut
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 29 2009 +
- "be yourself"
- no seriously, I have regretted everything I DIDN'T do out of fear of exposing myself too much. even after doing some retarded things and embarrassing myself mercilessly, I regret being shy.
- girls: resist impulse to act crazy
- boys: stop being jerks
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- I wanted to be a cartoonist (draw full time)
- I wanted to be a doctor (to please my mom)
- a bank robber, I think i was just being funny, or making a subconscious feminist critique at the age of 8 of what is expected of little girls
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- There is absolutely no reason. given that I were of a compatible orientation as myself and we had mutual feelings, I would date myself, maybe even move in together.
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- saying things they don't mean
- being flaky
- being scared of each other (I'm guilty)
- leaving people hanging when they ask a question or say something
- complaining about hipsters (who cares where you shop?)
- chew loudly/open-mouthed
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- I would like to be cremated with a sprig of lavender, my baby teeth, and maybe a handful of coffee beans.
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- Nutritional Yeast
- Fresh vegetables
- lentils
- Raw honey
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 1 2009 +
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- cleanliness
- sunlight
- AC!
- wide open space
- no deadbeats sponging around
jun 10 2009 ∞
jun 10 2009 +
jun 7 2009 ∞
jun 8 2009 +
- what would I ruin my day for?
jun 7 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- an embroidery of an inside joke
- hand made knitting needle case
- a rainbow cake
jun 7 2009 ∞
jun 7 2009 +
- attempt as in tried and failed? or just tried in general?
- the secret (it's dumb I know)
- running
- meditation
apr 18 2009 ∞
apr 18 2010 +
- my favorite smell is pancakes with strawberry compote
mar 9 2009 ∞
mar 9 2009 +
- fever of 102
- congested sinuses
- pounding headache
- unreal sinus pressure
mar 4 2009 ∞
mar 5 2009 +
- lsd
- brazil and colombia
- french canadia
- salvation army to drop off boxes of shoes I don't wear anymore
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- going outside
- taking a hot shower
- meditating
- going outside
- making lists of things I like
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- good will hunting. I don't even know what the movie is about but when skylar and will start fighting, or when will has a breakthrough in therapy, I just cry.
- ovulating (especially if I've had a few)
- negative thoughts
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- amaretto sours, cranberry vodkas, sierra nevada, and tall boys of anything
- self-pity/deprecation
- Scorpios/Sagittariuses
- shopping after a bad day
- grocery store when I'm too hungry
- Federal Hill
- procrastination
- thinking about the past
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- eat breakfast, figure something out..
- clean room: organize clothes, sort stuff
- clear desk to start embroidery project
- watch Opening Night
- shovel snow
mar 2 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- in an employment limbo
- not sure where I'll live in a year
- getting ready to start/finish some creative projects
- relaxin
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- stars - celebration
- doves cry - prince
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- 13
- Memento
- tropic thunder
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 2 2009 +
- drinking: I need to have a one drink limit, then switch to soda or something
- negative thinking patters: (I am not inherently flawed, I am not behind where I "should" be, etc.)
- nervousness and anxiety: solved by being less self-aware and not spacing out (a problem in itself, i know)
- misplacing my anger
- Aggression
mar 1 2009 ∞
mar 1 2009 +
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