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• ↪ weight went down to 74kg by new years!!!!

180102

• ↪ i got my navel piercing!!!!

180105

• ↪ w issy, cooper, and sasho at issy's house-- pool

180118

• ↪ w squad.. we played bowling, laser skirmish and ate at sporting globe! first appearance with friends since lost weight

180201

• ↪ first day of schooL!!!! got my eyebrows done the day before.
• ↪ made up with mia straight away!

180203

• ↪ went to a boho market! very nice experience with crystals, tarot cards, and sage!

180303

• ↪ mia's bday party, made up with gabi-- we didn't talk for a year

180310

• ↪ was on the train to go to city and bumped into lillian, had a great time in city with her

180317

• ↪ got put on shift w j, which was closing the store 6:45-11:45.. i started to realise my feelings for him

180324

• ↪ had a shift in which i was only supposed to see him for half an hour.. right before i started, i asked for a sign, looked up and he was already working

180326

• ↪ had an art excursion,, talked to j for the first time in ages.. we joked and smiled with each other

180527

• ↪ two months late (sorry future me)
• ↪ had a thing with A i confessed, we kissed, we did more foolish things, i fell, she wanted no strings
• ↪ listening to sad day6
• ↪ gaining a lot of weight back
• ↪ saw j today for a second.. but it's the most i've seen him for more than a month
• ↪ invited friends to a party almost a month ago and only like two are going..
• ↪ the seasonal depression is starting to feel a lot more often than seasonal.. sigh..

180629

• ↪ school holidays !!! spent more than $500 on clothing and shit (wow i hate myself)

180706

• ↪ elyse taking photos for media.. first time cooper, elyse and i have hung out just us in a loooooong time !

180710

• ↪ started forming a serious mindset about losing weight again

180714

• ↪ got 3 piercings at offyatree w elyse (2x helix, septum)
• ↪ went shopping w her at spencers outlet, melbourne central
• ↪ both enjoyed two spiced chai's!

180715

• ↪ put in the decision to go gym four times a week.. including the zumba class (mon, tue, thu, fri)

180719

• ↪ been finding out all week about the issy thing and then later her and cooper broke up

180723

• ↪ mum dropped me off at gym 7:30~ today and i left around 8:20 to go to the psych incursion
• ↪ im also going after school!

180810

• ↪ had day6 concert which was so much fun. I had told my friend how I wanted to go earlier so we wouldn't be stressed but we ended up getting their even later because she had forgotten the tickets at home. After all that we still went to Oppa to eat and even went to maccas.

180817

• ↪ Mia slept over and we hashed everything out I told her how I was feeling about my friendship with elyse.. she told me she had done things with a guy who has a girlfriend so I expressed how disappointed I was in her.

180818

• ↪ We went out to Westfield in Werribee or something and had so much fun! It started raining tho so it lowkey brought down the mood but we still had fun!

180824

• ↪ I skipped last period but came home and my mum saw me so she asked if I wanted to go Highpoint with her lol

180825

• ↪ Joylin's bday! It was pretty fun and it was a Sahree party so it was amazing to learn about a new culture.
• ↪ This is also the night when I truly realised I didn't want to be friends with Elyse anymore. The feeling started when she straight away told me gossip about Issy and told me "Just so you don't hear it from someone else" and told me she told Issy that she doesn't like when I talk shit about her and that she agrees with Issy more. - I personally don't understand how my best friend could do that, to stoop so low.

180827

• ↪ Was at work when Gabi and Ivana came up to me and told me to come over later.
• ↪ I got pretty close w Ivana

180828

• ↪ I went up to Elyse and basically told her I didn't want to be friends with her anymore because she disappointed me.
• ↪ I also skipped the last period that day w Mia.

180905

• ↪ Hung out with Ivana and Jess today and it was the most fun I had in a while.

180906

• ↪ Unblocked Jye from everything because he came to me when I was talking to Mel about my party so I invited him.

180907

• ↪ Just thinking about there being two weeks left of this term!!! Yay

180919

• ↪ audrey said she sent me a text but she didn't know that ivana deleted her number. I then told her that Ivana delted her number and she made a big deal out of it even calling herself a "threat" to Ivana. Then I got a talking to by Georgia and Selena, even Issy.

181002

• ↪ It's my birthday tomorrow and the only day I don't have a trial exam! What are the odds! I'm going city with Gabi and Mia
• ↪ Got paid over $200.. woo! and didn't get taxed!!

181115

• ↪ haven't updated in a while but I really like this guy at work and i think he likes me back...
• ↪ i think it will work out and that the universe is helping me