I dont wanna work anymore. I just wanna sleep forever, i know thats a bad thing. I feel like ever since this year has started i havent been able to find a day of rest. Every time i wake up, i feel like ive gotten less and less sleep, even though im sleeping right, even though i dont stay up late anymore. I just wanna fall back asleep, not fearing that im gonna get yelled at for not getting out of bed. Every time i wake up it’s dark, it’s cold. And i only get a bit of daylight every day. By the time i get home its already getting dark, then i wake up again and it’s dark again. Why? Why does the revolving earth have to make me suffer even more? I really, i really do miss my homeland. I miss the hot sweaty weather, most people hate the heat but i dont, i feel more energized and i feel more alive. If it’s too hot i get to enjoy the comfort of my AC. I hate being cold all the time. I hate working in the cold, i hate spending the daylight working when i could be spending it on sleep. or something i like that gives me peace, i dont know. I mean i dont mind staying up late in the dark, maybe even working late at night, its the idea of staying up late and waking up early again that i hate. Maybe if i get to wake up a little later i’d hate everything a little less. But the world doesnt favor me like that. Unless i quit,