im fucking tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired im tired i try to be resilient and do everything right because i have nowhere to run and no room to make mistakes otherwise i’ll get yelled at you don’t notice my efforts nor do you even say anything when i do something right cause my worth all comes down to nothing the moment something bad happens. im blamed and yelled at yet again for something i didnt even do, do you think id just leave dishes out there when you literally see me washing my dishes when i use them, your first thought is to yell at me and blame me why arent you asking the person who isnt here half the time and avoids all their problems, fuck you i get yelled at for your own problems, you’re so lucky you can just run away how about you just leave and never fucking come back when you dont even contribute anything to this house. its sooooo easy for you to be careless i just wonder if they’re ever as mad at you as they are with me cause it seems like i have to carry everyone’s fucking problem in this house fucking god i just wanna leave you all and never fucking come back i never even wanted to come to this fucking shit hole of a country i just fucking hate you all for fucks sake you guys dont appreciate me you guys dont acknowledge you guys dont fucking care about me or my fucking health. if ever i feel unwell you treat me like its my fault instead of basic sympathy. fuck, you all. fuck you all. fuck you all so fucking much