recently, I have started to reconnect with my spirituality. this has always been something deeply personal to me as I personally disagree with the idea of subscribing to a religion. for me, my spirituality goes beyond prayer and ritual - it means making changes and modifications to my lifestyle and mindset, being in tune with how I am feeling and how my actions impact the world around me. there is little you can change about this world on an individual basis. whilst you cannot shape the behaviours of others or nature itself in a significant way, you can always choose how you react to things and how you respond to that which you can do nothing about. the universe has a plan for us all; sometimes we may not understand it but it is easier to think of tribulations as fate rather than the actions of a cruel and unfeeling god. spirituality requires me to be in tune with myself, to stay grounded,...

• thai green curry
• jollof rice
• borscht
• kotlety
• kopytka
• placki ziemniaczane
• mushroom risotto

• https://www.ghostofthedoll.co.uk/index.p...
• http://www.theoldrobots.com/index2.html
• https://cs.stanford.edu/people/eroberts/...
• https://www.dutchgrammar.com/en/?n=Gramm...

• frankenstein
• never let me go
• norwegian wood
• the hunchback of notre dame
• perfume
• braiding sweetgrass

these aren't necessarily triggers but they are topics that will either make me uncomfortable or will spark heated conversation

• animal cruelty (even fictional)
• melanie martinez ; hailee steinfeld (vi's VA)
• pro-psychiatry
• pro-military/police
• pro-organised religion
• anime (specifically the weird loli shit)
• radical feminism and its overlap with TERF ideology

i'm excited to go to poland this summer with my friend and my boyfriend ! i'll hopefully be able to update this site after my travels.