 
   
  
    - 01. new year, new list 
- 02. received my degree in the mail, registered for the NCLEX 
- 02. turned twenty-three 
- 03. passed the NCLEX, it was wild 
- 03. postponing seeking work until the literal pandemic passes 
- 04. shaved my head, feels great 
- 05. started seeking mental health help; long journey ahead 
- 06. celebrated my love's birthday 
- 06. finally got in touch with a psychiatrist after wrestling with insurance and shortage of available providers for obvious reasons 
- 07. connected with a therapist, started some meds (wellbutrin) 
- 08. struggled the whole month to do the bare minimum 
- 09. six weeks with new therapist have proved fruitless; going to end our working relationship next appt. 
- 09. started more meds (trintellix) 
- 10. my sweet childhood chihuahua of fifteen years passed away; rip Lola, we miss you 
- 10. rebounding from mourning with a new schedule and cognitive behavioral therapy workbook 
- 11. reminded that election day is Not Fun™ in this household 
- 11. celebrated three years in love and nine years of friendship with my beautiful partner 
- 11. neglected to mention national novel writing month--- it's going lol 
- 11. "won" nanowrimo without abusing caffeine, but wrecked my sleep schedule instead 
- 12. decorated for Christmas and cleaned out/donated whatever was in storage that needed to be let go; everything is now in one room 
         jan 16 2020 ∞
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