• unwind
• virgin suicides
• fight club
• invisible monsters

I'm thinking about getting

• khamsa + FIGHT OFF YOUR DEMONS
  • back/near shoulder
• sparrow
  • right wrist

• See the Wonders of the World -- all?
• Backpack Europe, possibly
• Alaska
• Watch an Aurora
• Be in a newspaper/magazine/tv
• Go to every state in the U.S.
• Visit every Country
• Walk a runway
• Dive into the sea from a Cliff
• Sky Dive
• Fall in love, for real and mutually
• Bungee Jump
• Go to theme parks around the world
• Disney World
• Own TONS of books and get a room for all of them
• Actually read all of those books
• Accept myself
• Be completely happy and content
• Go to the Haunted Forest
• Watch a Meteor Shower

• third grade, going to Taiwan
• first time I felt like someone hated me
• 6th grade, playing pranks
• all of 7th grade, meeting everyone, especially E, T, H
• losing J and A
• passing of grandma and never saying goodbye
• the divorce
• longings and nostalgic days

I'm quiet

• m + j
• my lack of trust in people
• seeing other people being betrayed
• when I do speak, I sound stupid
• my parents and what they taught me

what if I spent one day saying everything on my mind? oh god...

Books I love but I don't have

• Virgin Suicides
• Unwind
• Of Mice and Men
• North of Beautiful
• Keeping Moon
• The Adoration of Jenna Fox
• Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac
• Elsewhere
• Sweethearts
• The History of Love

This will most likely happen in my third year of college

• Weimaraner
• Shar Pei
• Labradoodle
• Portuguese Water Dog
• American Bull Dog
• Airedale
• Whippet
• Border Terrier
• Bull Terrier
• Bloodhound/Bavarian Mountain Hound/Basset Hound
• Shiba Inu
• Wheaten Terrier

• RISD/Brown
• Pratt Institute
• Carnegie Mellon
• Syracuse University
• University of Cincinnati
• Cornell
• Drexel
• University of Maryland College Park
• George Washington University
• Northeastern
• UCLA

• Bones
• Kelly
• Kennedy
• Garrett
• Kalie
• Skye
• Kylie
• Nicollete
• Nikoline
• Skull
• Milk
• Harvey
• Wolf
• Amylase
• Mallory
• Rhonnie
• Kaya
• Kyle
• Randi

• Life of Pi
• any book by Chuck Klosterman
  • Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs
  • IV
  • Downtown Owl
  • Eating the Dinosaur
  • Killing Yourself to Live
  • Fargo Rock City
• Everybody Hurts
• Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
• Everything is Illuminated
• Eating Animals
• Invisible Monsters
  • + books by Chuck Palahniuk
• Fight Club
• Survivor
• Wuthering Heights
• Catcher in the Rye
• Ender's Game

• Motorcycle Drive By, Third Eye Blind
• Casimir Pulaski Day, Sufjan Stevens
• Mad World, Gary Jules
• No Lies Just love, Bright Eyes
• Woodcat, Tunng
• Pollen and Salt, Daphne Loves Derby
• Look Into the Air, Explosions in the Sky
• Down Towards the Healing, Lovedrug
• Swim, Jack's Mannequin
• Under the Bridge, Red Hot Chili Peppers
• Transatlanticism, Death Cab For Cutie
• Jesus Christ, Brand New
• Remembering Sunday, All Time Low
• A Breath of Sunshine, Scary Kids Scaring Kids
• Three Cheers for Five Years, Mayday Parade
• Shoreline, Deas Vail