• bleak weather, rain, snow
• the paranormal
• philosophy, psychology
• night festivals
• quiet places: libraries, coffee shops at dawn, piers
• the sea
• flowers: plum blossoms, hundred petaled roses, succulents
• dark chocolate, almonds
• porcelain figurines
• eerie silences in libraries
• bookstores you can get lost in
• notebook shopping
• lanterns and wind chimes
• staring at ankles
• colors: gray, rose, mauve, merlot, peach, asparagus
• children
• amusement parks
• peaches

the laughter of the cicada's song / the crimson color of sunset / the detour on the way back home / the promise to "See you tomorrow" / i'm only in full bloom in the summer / to brighten up your life

//

今も　ずっと、ずっと　願っているよ

Even now, I am always, always wishing

二人でいる未来を

For a future where we can be together

• a single event can have infinitely many interpretations
• ambivalence can ruin your life
• anger or hate can be a useful motivating force
• at times inactivity is preferable to mindless functioning
• disgust is the appropriate response to most situations
• don't place much trust in experts // you must disagree with authority figures
• eating too much is criminal
• expiring for love is beautiful but stupid
• ignoring enemies is the best way to fight
• it's better to be lonely than to be with inferior people
• it's just an accident that your parents are your parents // even your family can betray you

• our love is an old weary boat and i'll hold your hair back if you're seasick
• i'm sorry that i'm both your umbrella and rain
• and i see a war on the screen, and it is is cruel and unclean, but i still worry more about you
• my body's weak, i feel my heart giving up on me

• notebook of favorite quotations, words, etc
• blog that calms me down
• visit seaworld
• get on all the scary rides in california adventure
• properly use my flickr or deviantart
• visit japan
• visit the louvre museum
• do an art series (for myself)
• learn how to bake and cook properly
• ride a hot air balloon
• learn how to knit!!!!! GADDAMN!!!!!
• write a novel
• grow my hair long and perhaps dye it black

• rossy pp
• besweet
• jang yoon joo
• nell

• 1984 by george orwell (ebook)
• battle royale by koushun takami (ebook)
• besweet's album
• bon iver, bon iver (2011)
• bravoviewtiful photobook by L
• crush by richard siken
• customized shirt and collar
• dali melting watch
• denim backpack
• everything is illuminated by jonathan safran foer
• hot banana fudge by aya takano
• invitation to a beheading by vladimir nabokov
• kafka on the shore by haruki murakami
• keaton henson's "birthdays"
• keaton henson's "dear..."
• love poems by pablo neruda
• platform sneakers
• rilakkuma backpack
• sputnik sweetheart by haruki murakami

• tablo / daniel lee
• daul kim
• yoko ono
• haruki murakami
• hayao miyazaki
• kim heechul
• kurt cobain
• jenny holzer
• christopher nolan
• fernando pessoa
• keaton henson
• warsan shire
• natalie portman
• sen mitsuji
• yoo jaesuk
• alexander mcqueen
• nirrimi hakanson
• joseph gordon-levitt
• junji ito
• richard siken
• beyonce

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