• a childhood story the name of which i can't remember that tells the story of a girl that was so greedy and got so fat she couldn't go through her doorway and ended up eating her pet lamb because she was hungry
• the cheaters episode where a cheating wife was mentally ill and after getting caught was so sad and scared her husband will leave her that she tried to jump off the roof. her husband forgave her and blamed himself and promised he loves her and won't leave her and will take care of her
• thinking about wombs

• Edgar Degas
• Claude Monet
• J. M. W. Turner
• Vincent Van Gogh
• Edvard Munch
• Marc Chagall
• Mikalojus Konstantinas Čiurlionis
• Isaac Levitan
• Caspar David Friedrich
• Pierre-Auguste Renoir
• Walter Launt Palmer
• Jean-Honoré Fragonard
• Egon Schiele
• Ivan Shishkin
• Beatrice Emma Parsons
• Boris Kustodiev

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• Louise Bourgeois
• Naohisa Inoue
• Chiharu Shiota

Daily:

• waist exercises
• while breakfast: 1 episode of anime
• while waiting for bus: line, read bible
• in bus: study words
• split exercises
• skincare & face massage
• Fitbrains app
• Accleread app
• Concentration app
• read 30 pages of book

Every other day:

• shower & creams (Sunday, Tuesday, Friday, Saturday)
• go over Japanese rules

Every weekend:

• exfoliate skin
• brighten skin
• lighten teeth

• you are like a cotton tree. safe and grounded, with softness on your branches
• wind blowing on your cheek softly

• Guerlain - Or Imperial Sublime Radiance Powder
• Guerlain - Meteorites 00 Blanc de Perle
• Guerlain - Meteorites Perles des Neiges Meteorites
• Lancome - La Rose Blush Poudrer
• Too Faced - Chocolate Bar Eyeshadow Palette
• Too Faced- Boudoir Eyes Eyeshadow Palette ✓
• Too Faced - Blinded by the Light higlighter ✓
• Too Faced - Baby Love Blush ✓
• Laduree - Les Merveilleuses Laduree Rose Petal Blush 02
• Urban Decay - Marshmallow Body Powder

• Winnie The Pooh, by A. A. Milne
• White Nights, by Fyodor Dostoevsky
• A Redbird Christmas, by Fannie Flagg
• The Witches, by Roald Dahl
• Of Mice and Men, by John Steinbeck

• Ashdown Forest, England
• Santa Claus village, Lapland Finland
• Moomin world theme park, Finland
• New York Public Library (original Winnie the Pooh plushies), NY, USA
• Precious Moments museum and chapel, Missouri, USA
• Leila's Hair museum, Missouri, USA
• Salvation mountain, California, USA
• World's Largest Collection of the World's Smallest Versions of the World's Largest Things Traveling Roadside Attraction and Museum, USA
• Coral Castle, Florida, USA
• Lizzie Borden Bed & Breakfast, Massachusetts, USA
• Twede's Cafe (Twin Peaks shooting location), Washington, USA
• Chuck E Cheese, USA
• Venice, Italy
• Meiji Mura, Japan

• Tender Heart lamb
• Share bear
• Friend bear
• Bedtime bear
• Baby Hugs & Baby Tugs bears
• Forest Friend bear
• Daydream bear
• Grams bear
• Sweet Dreams bear
• Cozy Heart penguin

• baby breath
• lily of the valley
• forget-me-not
• cotton flower
• dandelion
• sunflower
• snowdrop
• peony
• plumbago
• marshmallow flower

• Virgin Mary
• St. Mary Magdalene
• St. Dymphna
• St. Jude Thaddaeus

• E. H. Shepard
• Beatrix Potter
• Yelena Bryksenkova
• Elena Kucharik
• Richard Scarry
• Nikolay Vorontsov
• Victor Chizhikov

• make him tarte au libouli
• watch Lady and the Tramp together
• make him lemon meringue pie
• watch Aristocats together
• eat spaghetti together from the same bowl
• eat pizza with him at a pizzeria
• write him letters with stickers and drawings
• go to museums together
• adopt a kitten and tie a soft ribbon on him
• make apple pocket pies like in Yula magazine
• having a picnic on a sunny day
• eat french fried on the sand at the beach

• Home of Anne of Green Gables at Prince Edward Island, Canada
• Beatrix Potter Residence, GB
• Ashdown Forest, GB
• Harry Potter World, GB
• Baker Street, GB

• Yelena Bryksenkova's art and illustrations
• Twin Peaks
• autumn
• old books
• Fannie Flagg books
• Twin Peaks
• The X Files (old)
• Brooklyn pictures (especially older)
• golden light across my room at sunset
• colds that are getting old
• looking at other people's rooms in livejournal
• rain in a gray city
• Andrei Tarkovsky's films
• browsing Precious Moments sites
• browsing pictures of Ashdown forest
• Badger company balms
• Garfield
• the window with the white cotton curtains while a calm bit of wind is blowing on m...

• color in my Beatrix Potter coloring book
• watch Care Bears (old series)
• drink camomile tea
• read Beatrix Potters stories
• read your book
• look through Winnie the Pooh book
• look through Samson& Roberto books
• read garfield comics
• watch vintage Disneyland videos

• finish 3 pt for thesis
• post 1 post in blog
• make collage for 1 post

• read half of the classic literature on my Goodreads list (25 books)
• become a lot better at Japanese
• be okay at French
• become better at ballet, buy ballet shoes
• learn to sew
• complete history of fashion classes on YT
• decorations for room finished
• post once a month at blog
• noticeably slimmer waist

• Custom painting by Elena Kucharik
• Silkstone Barbie collection: Tout De Suite (2008), The Ingenue (2007), Highland Fling (2006), The Waitress (2006), Prima Ballerina (2009), The Lingerie Barbie #4 (2002).
• Lighter Than Air porcelain Barbie
• Precious Moments Birthday Train Set
• The series of Classic Winnie the Pooh bears and friends
• Sylvanian Families collection & dollhouse

• become fluent at Japanese
• reach elementary level in French
• become okay at ballet
• learn to draw realistic animals
• become good blogger