- "every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. and, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. it really is the most poetic thing i know about physics: you are all stardust." lawrence m.krauss
- "memories are what warm you up from the inside. but they're also what tear you apart." haruki murakami
- "i would like to be the air / that inhabits you for a moment / only. i would like to be that unnoticed / & that necessary." margaret atwood
- "if you died, it would be like my bones had been removed. no one would know why, but i would collapse." sarah kane
- "everybody has a secret world inside of them. all of the people of the world, i mean everybody. no matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they have all got unimaginable, magnificen..._neil gaiman_
oct 13 2013 ∞ apr 28 2014 +
- she makes me happy
- she makes me want to live
- her smile lights up my day
- she is so funny she just makes me giggle all the time
- she can make a joke out of everything
- she is very cuddly and i like cuddly
- she really cares about me yay
- she knows me inside out
- she gets me the best presents
oct 9 2013 ∞ oct 9 2013 +
- climb in bed during a thunderstorm, and read and talk and drink warm drinks
- go to galleries and discuss the art, or make fun of the pretentiousness of it all
- go to all the parks in our neighbour hood and find our favourite one
- go on a bike ride and bike for as long as we can
- go to the beach when the tide is out and walk, hand in hand, until you meet the waves
- play the piano, working together to make a beautiful melody
- slow dance anywhere
- take an old map and plot all of the places you plan to see together
- cook random recipes together
oct 8 2013 ∞ oct 8 2013 +
- superhero
- ballerina
- supermodel
- perfect
- writer
- journalist
- thin
- psychologist
oct 7 2013 ∞ dec 12 2014 +
- adorable
- allure
- amethyst
- autumn
- besotted
- bewitched
- bloom
- blossom
- bumblebee
- cocoa
- cusp
- dappled
- drowsy
- ember
- enchanted
- faerie
- fawn
- fleur
- froth
- iridescent
- kelsey
sep 12 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
for children:
- aurora (f.)
- autumn (f.)
- cassandra (f.)
- cassie (f.)
- clara (f.)
- darcy (f.)
- elliot (m.)
- ellis (m.)
- eloise (f.)
- fawn (f.)
- fleur (f.)
- henry (m.)
- ivy (f.)
- lily (f.)
- lucia (f.)
- luca (m.)
- niamh (f.)
- olive (f.)
- sierra (f.)
sep 12 2013 ∞ mar 13 2015 +
- be a better friend
- show kelsey just how much i love her
- use a planner/diary
- look out for myself as well as others
- drink more water
- finish everything i start
- do what i want to do
sep 12 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- a: alphabetic lists, all nighters, apricots, accents, aeroplane turbulence, apples, avocado, autumn
- b: bed, back massages, butts, butterflies, baths, bath bombs, books, bonfires, brothers
- c: caramel macchiatos, cats,cats in clothes, constellations, chinese food, criminal minds, cute cat emojis, chicken, christmas, candles, crystals, crunchy leaves
- d: dimples, duvets, dreams, dream catchers, drawing, dens, dadda
- e: eyes, eyelashes
- f: foot rubs, freckles, fudge, face masks, fairy lights, fairy tales
- g: glitter, good luck charms, giggling, guacamole, gardens
- h: hot chocolate, holding hands, hugs, holidays, harry potter
- i: the internet, icicles, ivy
- j: jimjams, junk food, jumping rope
jul 21 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
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- jump in front of the avarda cadavra spell
- run to latvia and back naked
- lick a homeless guy's toe
- murder my tamagotchi
- push myself down the stairs in a washing basket
- place myself in a pot of boiling soup
- put myself in a toastie maker and clamp it shut
- go to a moth farm and sleep there for the night
- volunteer as tribute
oct 9 2013 ∞ oct 9 2013 +
to do more of:
- scrapbooking
- diy
- reading
- flower pressing/drying
- cd mixing
- drawing & painting
- cook
to learn:
oct 8 2013 ∞ oct 9 2013 +
- the best girlfriend i can be
- happy
- a psychiatrist
- healthy
- with kelsey forever
- content with my life
oct 7 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- shower whether it's because you want to, or you need to.
- do yoga whenever you want.
- run gurrd again (gotta eat better tho cheeky monkey ps gotta buy clothes).
- start cookin yey (cook for me nomnom ^.^).
- eat easier, whenever you need to or want to.
- do your make-up without worrying about what you look like.
- video call without caring what you look like (i shud probs do dis 2).
- be able to draw and write because it makes you happy, and not worry about whether it's perfect, worry about smiling and making yourself happy.
- sleepy pie whenever you need to, regardless of whether i may be tired, do it for yourself!!
- get up and feel motivated for the day; wh...
sep 15 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- bow pose
- camel pose
- chaturanga pose
- cobra pose
- crane pose
- downward facing dog
- firefly pose
- forearm balance
- lord of the dance pose
- lotus pose
- plank
- plow pose
- shoulderstand, headstand
- standing forward bend
- tree pose
- wide-legged standing forward bend
sep 12 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- adopt a pet
- audition for something
- be 100% honest for a day
- be a bridsemaid
- be a vegetarian for over 4 years
- be vegan for a month
- buy a DSLR camera
- buy a magic 8 ball and base all my decisions on it for a whole day
- buy a pair of skinny jeans that fit for once!!
- buy a piece of art
- buy a sewing machine
- buy and complete a "wreck this journal"
- buy and use up a disposable camera
- clean out my closet
- climb a massive mountain
- compliment someone every day for a week
- cover my arm in temporary tattoos like an A* twatcake
- dance in the rain
sep 12 2013 ∞ may 20 2014 +
jul 22 2013 ∞ dec 12 2013 +
- carrot cake
- mango
- sushi
- avocado
may 22 2013 ∞ apr 11 2014 +
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collections i keep:
- buttons
- dream-catchers
- incense burners
collections i would like to keep:
- journals/sketchbooks
- pictures of strange people
oct 8 2013 ∞ oct 8 2013 +
- build a blanket fort, curl up inside with your teddies and read a book, or simply dream
- settle down with freshly popped popcorn and watch your favourite movies [tick them off my 'to watch' list as I go]
- make yourself tons of hot drinks: hot tea! hot cocoa! hot gingerbread lattes!
- dance around your room to delicate music and to loud, beat filled music
- open your windows fully and listen to the sounds of the world rushing by
- put on your rain coat and rain boots and go for a walk, jumping in puddles and only come home when you are drenched in water and covered in mud
- when you are home jump in a nice hot bath, listen to soft music, with a nice warm drink, then snuggle up among soft blankets in front of a film
oct 8 2013 ∞ oct 9 2013 +
- to be married to my beautiful girlfriend
- a cottage deep in the woods where I can dwell in solitude
- ivy growing along the side of my cottage
- a modern but snug house in the city where i can escape from, or to
- my very own little library and large, comfy armchairs for reading them
- to learn the constellations off by heart
- a hidden box from a past century
- an old antique typewriter
- faded letters sealed with a ribbon
- a secret closet leading to the world inside my mind
- a hidden garden to get away to at dusk
- a box full of old art
- animal friends for company
- secret passages and hidden rooms, or just small crevices for hiding things
- glass terrariums
- a great fire place with burning logs
oct 7 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- sound:
- raindrops, accents, thunderstorms, waves
- touch:
- feathers, velvet, cordouroy, marble, soft skin
- scent:
- burning fires/bonfires, inscence, when you blow candles out, cinnamon, vanilla, clean bedsheets, buttercream icing, fresh bread, coco butter
- taste:
- mozzarella, avocado, figs, couscous, garlic, chicken
- sight:
- symmetry, lighting, stars
sep 12 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- grab a book, even if you've read it before, pick a random page, and get reading(if you want make a list of quoties you like and show them to me!)
- get drawing a little picture; you may think you're bad but no-one will see it so why not!
- put on some music and boooogey the day away!
- snuggle up in bed and get yourself cosey and warm and just breathe
- do a little bit of stretches/yoga to some calm music
- eat any chocolate you can get your hands on
- hop in the bath with some candles around you and a good book, or music!
- learn to do something you've always wanted to (the splits, drawing something, learn the lyrics to a song, anything!)
- put your favourite song on and just sing ...
sep 10 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
Reasons To Get Better: (i will add something to this list each week to make sure i stay postive throughout!!!)
- i want to make a happy and healthy future for kelsey and myself
- i wanna eat a hunk of god damn chocolate cake and not want to murder myself after
- so me tittehs actually grow a lil'
- i don't want my parents bothering about me any more
- i love the taste of food and i wanna eat everythin (yeh, i said it. take that, ana!)
- life is too precious to just fart on my existence
- i don't want to have to be secretive
- so i can prove mum and dad wrong and get somewhere in my life
- i do not want to waste my life in crazy hospitals thank you no thank you
feb 25 2013 ∞ oct 7 2013 +
- the crunch of snow covered grass as it meets your shoe
- when kelsey holds me tight
- waking up really early in the morning and feeling relaxed and refreshed
- holding kelsey and making her feel safe when she's scared
- kelsey's smile
- staying up late at night getting carried away drawing and listening to cute, happy songs
- discovering new growth and buds on my plants
- songs that bring back happy, distant memories
- when strangers walk past you and you share a friendly smile
- thinking of my future i have if i still have kelsey
- when my mum holds me for a long time, and tells me she loves me
oct 24 2012 ∞ oct 8 2013 +
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