• "So I'm going to experiment with this love thing. Giving love, feeling love. I know it sounds really corny but it's the last thing I've got to check out before I check out." - John Mayer
• To love is to be vulnerable.- C.S. Lewis
• i'm trying to love you, why won't you let me
• “There are dreamers and there are realists in this world. You’d think the dreamers would find the dreamers and the realists would find the realists, but more often than not, the opposite is true. You see the dreamers need the realists from keeping them from soaring too close to the sun… And the realists? Well without the dreamers, they might never get off the ground.” -Modern Family Cameron
• i'd rather he be alone than with someone else
• No one wins a war. One side just loses less.
• floating in an out of consciousness- Drake Headlines
• figure out why some things are harder for me than others- Sex & the City/ guy from Californication
• color me stoked/impressed- Heathers
• rather die young then lonesome- lykee li
• trying to figure out why some things seem to be harder for me than they are for other people

- sex in the city

• "I can't wait to figure out what wrong with me, so I can say this is the way that I used to be”
• When you end it I get to hate you
• the moment you expect something of me I will let you down. If you make me feel important i will leave i owe you nothin i'm happiest aloen i'm happiest makign myself happy
• I wasn’t trying to make your life worse. I was trying to make mine better.
• Eternal Sunshine-

Clementine: What took you so long? Joel: I just walked in. Clementine: Do you miss me? Joel: Oddly enough, I do! Clementine: You said "I do" - I guess that means we're married! Joel: I guess so!

Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.

Clementine: Hi! Joel: Excuse me? Clementine: I just said hi. Joel: Oh! Hi, hello. Clementine: I'm Clementine... No jokes about my name. Joel: I don't know any jokes about your name. Clementine: Huckleberry Hound. Joel: I don't know what that is. Clementine: Huckleberry Hound!

Clementine: Oh my darling, oh my darling, oh my darling Clementine. Joel: I don't know what that means. Clementine: Are you NUTS? Joel: It's been suggested.

• "Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what i is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way." - White Oleander by Janet Fitch
• “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
• “You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
• Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
• Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.
• Eteranl Sushine-

Clementine: What took you so long? Joel: I just walked in. Clementine: Do you miss me? Joel: Oddly enough, I do! Clementine: You said "I do" - I guess that means we're married! Joel: I guess so!

• "sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to tear them down."
• “The word 'meaningful' when used today is nearly always meaningless.”

-paul johnson

• I don't want to be loved very much, I just want to be loved. -the dreamers
• me: I don't want to die. Promise me i'll live forever?

him: Okay. I promise you'll never die. me: Promise me that if you break your promise that you won't forget to tell me to catch? him: I promise. You'll catch everything I set loose.

• "time square can't shine as bright as you"
• "love is a temporary state of insanity."
• "she loves foolishly"
• "Save water shower with a friend"
• Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you, it's like being invincible... your whole life is ahead of you and you have big plans, big plans... to find your perfect match... the one that completes you... but as you get older, you realise its not always that easy... its not until the end of your life that you realise that the plans you made were simply plans… because at the end when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you, you want to believe that you're leaving something good behind… you want it all to have mattered.
• "At this moment there are six billion, five-hundred and two million, eight hundred and sixty seven thousand one hundred and twenty people in the world-give or take a few. And sometimes all you need is one. For better or for worse."

skins season 6 nicks episode Frankie- "I don't need fucking saving"

Nick - "this place is awesome Franke- "it's just my room"

Frankie: "GO! ahead run away" Nick: " I wish I fucking could but I can't you're in here *nick points to his mind and heart"

• suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem